..::XiaO LiN::..

the last of AY11/12

2012-01-15T02:33:00.002+08:00

The last training of AY11/12..
The last song in the songlist: Hajijyo..
Thank you for the guidance and your patience in teaching us..
If it weren't for those torturous and harsh trainings, we wouldn't have gone so far..
In the near future, I hope we can all continue drumming as a team.. :)
I don't want to lose this passion for something I've grown to love..
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The best memories of my poly life lies here..
In SP Japanese Daiko Drum Team..
With the few of us who treasures this CCA as much as I do.. :)

#8yearswithTVXQ

2011-12-26T23:29:00.002+08:00

I'll be waiting, for this day..

Where I'll get to join you all, back as five..

Happy 8th Anniversary Cassiopeia!! ^^

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I've fallen for you, that's a fact! :)

TVXQ Asia Fan Party

2011-12-12T23:38:00.003+08:00

4th December 2011(Sunday) was truely a great day for me. :) Right after my JLPT N2 Exam, went home to retrieve my stuff and went straight to Indoor Stadium for TVXQ Asia Fan Party!! ^^ Their first ever visit to Singapore! Somehow my mood was lifted from the intial disappointment to this enticipation. ^^ Went to welcome them at the airport on Saturday, straight after work. Changmin so tall!! Yunho as well also, but Yunho seems tired from the plane ride to Singapore, that's all I can say.. Anyway the fan party was awesome!! ^^ Went there with Mabel, very afraid that she'll get lost while she was finding her way to the venue. A good 2 hours, didn't regret going there and spending that extra money.. (hush) Cried a bit, somehow one of the videos described my feelings towards TVXQ, their 7 years wait, my 5 years plus of waiting.. A bit of a pity that it wasn't a fullhouse, but it really revived memories of why I started doing things which I did.. Thank you for coming TVXQ!! I've promoted myself into a yunjae shipper and a Yunho fan!! ^^ Like what Choi Him Chan oppa said, Yunho's every dance move is really impactful and suave!! *____* Yunho Oppa ar, if you've read that little red letter I've written for you, please do bring TVXQ back as 5 again. I think you're the only one who can do it now, our Leader Jung. I don't know why, but I have that strong faith in you, so I'm willing to wait :)

Pictures taken from the concert :D

Wigun told me she personally love this shot, so sent her a higher resolution of this shot to her. :D Too bad the guards were around, I couldn't take the climax of the concert.. D:

Our Changmin!! :D Same age as me, but older than me by a few months, so I can still call him Oppa!! :P Oh, can't seems to be able to take a clear shot of him, I don't know why.. :/

Our Leader Jung!! ^^ Love their white outfits that day. The same full pure white outfit, which JYJ wore when they came for their showcase last year!! ^^ Somehow, they are together in that sense. :) And so I told myself: "Being able to see the 5 of them wearing my favourite white, I can die in peace le.. *choi choi choi!!*"

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最近，某人让我想结婚！哈哈哈！

慢慢猜！我不会说是谁的^^

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你知道吗？

默默地为人家守候着，也是一件很幸福的事喔！

只要他们能开心，我也会很开心的！

现在的我，是这样想的......

「いつか会えるかな・・・・・・」と信じている！

那些年，我们一起打的太鼓

2011-11-27T12:40:00.004+08:00

从没想过会有那么一天，交棒的那么一天。
是有万分的不舍。
毕竟，那是我曾在那里努力奋斗的地方。
爱过，累过，泪过，痛过，疯过，笑过，奋斗过的地方。
虽然是个很不起眼的课外活动，可是对于我们这些在太鼓里的成员们来说，可能是一生中都不会忘记的回忆吧。
无论将来会是怎样，有机会，我还是想和你们这一班人一起打鼓！
谢谢那些无数的鼓励，那些友谊，很幸运认识你们这一班人。
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放不下，舍不得
真的

Summer Beat

2011-10-24T01:47:00.003+08:00

5 more days to concert!! OMG!!! Very very vexed!! Mainly because some songs, movements still nuah nuah!! *dislikes* But still quite looking forward to this year's concert, because it's the last concert for me in my poly life!! Will give in my best!! Hopefully it'll be a week for us!! Cuz this upcoming week will be packed with 3 rehearsals, concert day, 1 tuition, fyp.. @__@
For those people who are curious, this year I'm the publicity head and also one of the people in charge of the tickets. Hehe :D

Though I've said it's the last concert, I do hope it would not be the last to be in contact with Daiko. :)))
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Miscellaneous
Have been meeting up with friends for birthday celebrations, weddings and farewells. I've officially joined Pam and MJ at Kumon Teck Whye. Yes yes, already switched over for one month. Mr Kwan is leaving the end of this month but today I went market and saw they are already renovating the place already. D: A place which I've been for 4 years plus.. Byebye~ Miss the students and some of the people there but I guess sometimes, there's a need for a change? Much as I want to continue, I can barely feed myself, so in the end, made up my mind to change over. Misses Mun Ling, Daryl, Zhe Feng, Nasyef, ...... I wouldn't say my new workplace is fantastic, at the same time, I wouldn't say that it's bad as well.. Just okay lor..
Other than that, I've started giving tuition to my previous japanese teacher's 2 kids, Hina and Hana. It's been quite a tiring experience trying to teach them Chinese. Especially when they don't really like to follow what you speak, except for on Japanese.. =.= Hahaha.. Despite the years I've been in Kumon, I'm still trying to understand kids slowly, bit by bit..
Ups and downs in Daiko.. Trying to meet expectations is never really an easy job to do.. Especially when concert date is getting closer and closer.. And a few times, I almost wanted to flare up because of that. Or rather, at some point of time, I did flare up. Not only angry over things which are being said last minute, but also because of some people who don't really place that much emphasise on this concert at all.. I mean like, if you are doing something, shouldn't you be giving your all? I really don't understand some people at times, be nice to them they will just climb to your head. Sometimes scold also no use.. Haiz..
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A lot of times, it's the people around you who actually makes whatever you are going through less stressful, and they give you strength to overcome whatever's ahead.. I'm thankful for that..
Facing those people whom I don't understand, I guess I'll just leave them alone since I can't change them.. There must be some reason why they are on this earth, just like why am I here..
It's part and parcel of life..
为支持我的人而打最后一场的太鼓演出！
我想实现那个梦想！

夢を追求の私

2011-09-09T01:05:00.002+08:00

Went to watch DRUM TAO on the 3rd September along with other 19 Daikoreans. :) It was a superbly awesome show!! The best which I've seen so far!! All the drummers were awesome!! *thumbs up* Inspiring, Impactful, Emotive performance. I definitely want to watch it again!! Maybe next time in Japan. :) After watching the show, it drove me to work even harder for the upcoming concert. Somehow wanted to torture myself with trainings so that I can be as good as them. Will be having extra trainings started next week. :) Hopefully my knees can make it till concert. :) いいドラマーになれるように、頑張ります！

Set this as my current hp wallpaper. Shuai right?!! Still in TAO mode. Hahaha.. Yea, sorry Jaejoong and Jiji, but they make me want to live for a current dream. Something which I can even feel touched thinking about. Living for my dreams, finally something which I'm doing. DB5K gave me moral support and Daiko gave me life. I cant do without these 2.

Hehehe.. And here's my favourite drummer. The one playing with the metal rod. He had a solo performance in the show which I later realised after I reached home. LOL.. Peilin slow siol..

WHOOOO~ See Taiko drummers very shuai de okay?!! Of course, that is only if you drum seriously. Oh, this is from one of my favourite part of the show. Air drumming part. XDDD I normally dun like people to go half-naked, but I somehow didnt dislike them going that way. Idk why.. Hahaha.. Maybe because they are not dressed in just a piece of cloth wrapped underneath ba.. Hahaha.. Their costumes are nice luh..

Hehehe.. XDDD Okay lah.. Shall stop here le.. If not ppl will say I hua chi-ing.. :X He can spin pole.. I cannot.. T___T

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Went kite-flying the following day, 4th Sept, for Pam's birthday celebration. ^^ Had some trouble deciding what to bring on that day. Since it's potluck. And they wanted something healthy. The food they decided to bring like not very healthy luh.. Speaking of healthy =.= In the end bought doughnuts from doughtnut factory. :) And finally made myself smiling going there, cuz I have something bought. Hahaha. Happened to be on the same shutter to Marina Barrage as Vin and Fumes. Reached there safely. And started picnic and picnic, until almost all the food are gone den did I try kite-flying. XDDD The wind was great!! The kite took off in no time. WEEEE~~~ Super fun luh.. The previous kite-flying was at Pasir Ris Park, which was a bit of a fail, because not much wind.. D: And the previous previous kite-flying was when dad was still alive, at Marina. Super long ago liao.. ~___~ The wind kinda blew away some of my worries, always love the wind. If I didnt love the Sky, I would have loved the wind. :)

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Had PT after such a long break and it's really tiring.. Having 2nd thoughts on extra trainings liao, but no, I cannot give up so easily!! Forced myself to run even though it was really tough.. Somehow looking at tall light poles keeps me going forward.. And I keep telling myself, "dun stop!! dun stop!! even if you are tired, dun stop!!" Because I want to better prepare myself for the upcoming concert. So I'm trying to torture myself, as much as I can. :X But it was a really great PT, doing 1.6km run plus Captain's Ball. Whooo~ Trained some songs along with the Juniors and Zakie while the Freshies are having break today. Feel so old luh.. Play a bit only jiu tired le.. Tsk tsk tsk.. Stamina so low, how to last till the end of the concert lah.. Tsk tsk, need to train it back.. Whoosh~ But quite like today's training. :) But after training must do cool down, if not the legs will feel the strain, super terrible if that happens. Yoshi!! Next wed, extra training!! Plus interview!! Ganbarimashou!!

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有梦想的人，真好！

勇于追求梦想的人，更好！

TAO太鼓给了我这样的感触。

我终于有真正想要做的东西了，有真正想要追求的梦想。

之前，東方神起给我的是活下去的勇气。

现在，TAO给我的是追寻梦想的勇气。

这几天想过了。

如果我不当设计师，我想拍照，不然我就会去日本学太鼓。

未来虽然还是个未知，但我现在想做的也只有这些。

Live for the Present, Live for your Dreams..

If you really want something hard enough, your heart will bring you to it..

No matter how tough it will be..

Always keep the faith.. Hope till the end..

忘れ物

2011-08-26T20:04:00.003+08:00

It's exactly 1 month after my previous post.. I almost forgot this blog.. :X Well, let's talk about my achievements from that previous post till today ba :)

Achievements:
- Publicity team of Daiko created Twitter account already, or did I mentioned in the previous post already? Lol..
- My team Amicability, successfully went on to Stage B of Splash Awards!! YAY!! But the "most-liked" app is seriously tough.. T___T The leading group is already like 1,000 plus likes.. Haiz.. Never mind lah.. Anyway, if you would be a kind soul, please like this photo. Thank you very much!! :D
- 久しぶり de performance le!! Hahaha.. At LIONROAR @ BP.. Half of me actually wanted to go home straight after performance since it's so near to my house!! But I didnt, so stayed throughout.. ^^ Thanks all the juniors, freshies, Pam, Yunlin and mum who came. ^^ And of course, not forgetting our helpers: Crystal and Victor. :DDD Whoooo~ I cant say that it's fully a good performance because we made mistakes here and there, but it wasnt that bad also ba.. Hahaha.. Aish, I cant hear my shouting anymore, time for me to retire me.. T___T But that day I was really happy because that shime part was a challenge for me slowpoke.. After managing to perfect that part was a real happy thing for me.. ^^ The other performancers were awesome as well!! Wah, I want to see lion and dragon again!! XDDD Jie ling gu also quite special. :D
- OG 10 meet up for Mr Vin's birthday at somewhere near Commonwealth!! :3 The zhu cao there is really very nice!! XDDD Want to go there to makan again.. Hehe.. XD
- Rushed to school one day after Kumon just to get my ECI Assignment 2 stuff printed.. Spent like around $11 on printing.. Expensive luh.. Cuz our teacher requested colour print so no choice.. D: But managed to hand in on time so very happy. :D
- Currently taking JLPT N2 preparation course!! Saw from Pyaess Wall Notice that it's actually more ex as compared to what we are paying for normal lessons. O___O Like 100plus more sia.. But N2 is really tough.. >___< Dunno if I can make it anot, but I know I have to really put in a great deal of effort.. AHHHH~~ 100 more days to exam!! T__T
- ELAW test is over!! Time to throw stuff away le.. Already know that 30 marks flew away le, but still hope that the remaining marks can get them.. AHHH~~~
- Went school to help Mabel, Fengling and JT's group to do user-testing.. 莫名其妙的被人打了招呼.. *scratch head*
- Went to re-ask some of the quotations. Dinner treat by Bobby and YL at Clementi Mall's Ootoya!! First time eating Nattou.. T___T Dun dare to try again the next time le.. D: Oh ya, there's Soba super huge tray sia.. =.=
- Went to get the Keep Your Head Down which I reserved at NEX. The shopping centre is super huge can? I dun even know where is the escalator.. @_@ Anyway, I got there and WAHHHH~ Crazy shopping.. :X And you wouldnt want to know the total sum which I spent. I dun want to be reminded of it either.. T___T Tried rushing over to Natsu Matsuri at Changi there but scared I would be later for Vivien's, so in the end only see a few Japanese + ppl going Natsu Matsuri and I went off to find Vivien they all le.. A bit of a waste though.. D: Saw 2 cute Japanese kids in Yukata running around, so cuteeeeeeee~~~!!! But I cant go cuz promised ppl that I will turn up liao.. Never mind ba, next year!! Anyway, finally saw Sponge, Hershey and Chocolate on that day!! XDDD Was a bit afraid of Sponge cuz he's so huge despite his current age.. And he's quite heavy.. AHHHH but he's a good boy lah.. XDDD
- Went to pray to Dad and other ancestors. And that evening, went to find OG 10 again at Kim's Family Restaurant for dinner!! :D Still a bit not used to Korean food because of the spiciness, but still delicious!! :DDD
- We finally replaced the desktop monitor with a new one. The day when bro's laptop came, the old desktop's monitor spoil.. LOL.. Tsk tsk.. Always leave open overnight luh..
- Spent $70 of the HMV vouchers which OG 10 gave me as birthday present, to get some DBSK albums which I cant get at other places.. The things there are super ex luh.. Thats why I dun normally buy from there. Not if I can find their stuff at other places, where it's cheaper. Oh noes, I'm late again.. Found 1 album and missed another.. Haiz.. Playing hide-and-seek with me again.. Next time if going then I'll ask again ba..
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Sometimes I feel that I'm always outside the circle..
Out of every circle, in fact..
Is it because I'm starting to close myself up again?
Someone told me that, it's because I never joined in in the first place..
But sometimes, even if I tried joining back into the circle, it seems so hard..
Somehow forgotten..
Somehow insignificant..
Somehow invisible..
悲しいなあ～

Felix Felicis

2011-07-26T11:35:00.002+08:00

Have been quite a showcase marathon the previous few weeks. Haha.. First was Elson Soh's concert showcase at Expo The Max Pavillion on the 9th July 2011, and the following week was Yan Yalun's 下一个炎亚纶 showcase at Powerhouse on the 16th July 2011. Well, I didnt pay for any of them, nor did anyone paid for me.. Hahaha.. My cousin got free tickets for Elson Soh's, so I went with her sis. Support fellow Pioneer. Hahaha..

Yan Yalun's showcase was seriously a luck. Because I entered a contest in Mocca Perks to win tickets to Yan Yalun's showcase. Only trying my luck though. Cuz I only got to know about this showcase like 2 weeks before the actual event date. Well, kinda excited when they called me on my birthday itself.. Hahaha.. Well, to me, that's a great birthday gift. ^^ Went on to collect my ticket the next day (before I went to watch Harry Potter with Pam, Huimin, MunJee, Chengkok, Sam, Vin, Tif, plus Fumin for dinner), and it rained!! Mediacorp is located at such a remoted place.. In the end I wasted some taxi fare just to get there cuz idk where's the bus stop and I didnt bring my umbrella.. =.= Initially wanted to go with Pam de, but then she got work, so in the end, went with Daphy again. Hahaha.. We like chionging showcase luh.. Hahaha.. Anyway, was super happy that day. So excited about the even that I even forgot to sms Emily that I'm not going training.. =.=" But but, I managed to pass my letter to him.. :D Got one of the staff to help me pass to him.. Really thankful that that staff is willing to help.. ^^ And the day after the showcase, cousin strike 4D!! LOL!! She went to buy the number plate of the van which Yalun boarded. Liddat also can.. Hahaha..

Elson on the Piano singing I forgot what song :X

Free tickets yo!! Idk why alot of ppl were waiting outside, dun wan to go in.. =.=

To be able to see Yalun again, really very happy. ^^

After the event ended..

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Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallow was awesome!! Finally it's the end of everything.. As the book has said.. But still quite a couple of missing details though.. Oh well, if they included everything in, it would have become 3 parts.. Hahaha..

Ytd I heard Harry Potter's Opening theme.. Lol, someone must have set it as a ringtone. Hahaha.

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Birthday celebration over le!! Alot of surprises hahaha.. 3 cakes this year.. Hehehe..

First was a tri-cake celebration in clubhouse on 13th July. ^^ Celebration with Pei Chyi, Piak Piak and me!! All the "Pei"s!! :3 We had a cake each.. Hahaha..

Huimin, Pam and Mun Jee shocked me with a 12:00am celebration, before I went to bathe.. Hahaha.. Thank you sooooooo much!! ^^

Had dinner at home on the actual day. :D YAY!!

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I keep feeling the Felix Felicis effect these few weeks. And it kept my mood up.. Hehehe..

HBJ is luck, I guess.. :)

Thanks for the wishes fulfilled:

- Dinner at home

- Many many cakes

- Finding Coffee Prince DVD

- Seeing HBJ, though not on the day itself

放弃

2011-07-05T09:31:00.002+08:00

Just want to let you know that I still believe in 5!!

No matter what happens..

No matter what people says..

Always Keep The Faith...

... Hope Till The End

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Disappointments in life..

Maybe I'm someone who cannot stand differences in viewpoint, that at times I find it hard to accept certain people's attitude towards something. Or maybe, that certain something is too important for me, that I'm afraid of losing it that I cant accept the things which others are doing which might jeopardise what I love.

Maybe I should just keep quiet about everything. Just standby aside and watch it all fall apart.

Sometimes I'll rather spend more time to do my own stuff than to be bothered. So what if I cared and no one cared.

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这世界越来越丑陋

我宁愿永远沉睡

new bookshelf!!

2011-06-26T16:59:00.003+08:00

There goes the last few days of my holidays.. Welcoming this new bookshelf into my house.. Hahaha.. It's sitting quietly in my study room right now.. Threw quiet alot of stuff away so that I can fit my stuff in sia.. Phew~ Well, my DBSK / JYJ albums are hidden in view so cant show u all hahaha.. But it's okay :) Wanted to put them on the shelf so that I dun get so many CDs turning mouldy.. If I was more willing to throw away stuff, I might have more space to put my stuff.. But haiz.. :X Hahaha..

Tml's the start of Term 2!! Jiayou~!!
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夢だけ

lublub

2011-06-16T15:00:00.002+08:00

Alot of you might have known, I'm back to my collection of DBSK / JYJ albums.. HAHAHA!! Yea, I still like them loads!! Going broke at the same time.. T___T
I'm still halfway there from a complete collection.. Tough sia.. If I want to collect all.. :X
But I'll take my time ba.. Cuz I dun have so much for me to spend also..
I've made a list so that I can keep track which one im missing, cuz sometimes buy le, rip le jiu leave one side le.. :X Hahaha..
Let me know again if you all see any DBSK / JYJ albums or DVDs around. Thanks :D
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Just got to know that my group: "amicability" is in for Splash Awards.. OMG only 5 went in, and we are one of them.. iPhone app sia.. ~____~ We'll manage somehow hor? Hopefully..
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expect the unexpected..
very true indeed..

someone made my heart stop again and again =.=
and every time i would only walk further and further away..

如果今天是世界末日

2011-05-21T17:31:00.002+08:00

Keep hearing people saying that someone predicted that today is the end of the way.
Well, if today really is the day, I still have alot of things which I want to do.
I still want to do more drumming!!
I still want to listen to more music!!
I still want to see JYJ!!
I still want to see DBSK!!
I still want to wait for DBSK to become DB5K!!
I still want to learn piano, keyboard, guitar, zither, dizi, shamisen, flute!!
I still want to go Japan, Korea, Taiwan!!
I still want to watch Sachoom!!
I still want my retirement farm!!
I still want to have my cat, my golden retriever, my rabbits!!
I still want my future house!!
I still havent done so many things..
But if today is the end of the world, I wont regret much..
Because I've gone through so much in life.
Going crazy with friends. Laugh together. Cry together. Live together. Stayed back in school together. Trained together. Endured everything together.
Except for the things which I havent done, and have not the courage to do..
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你知道吗？
天天在我脑海里徘徊的人是你

122 more days to concert

2011-05-17T19:40:00.002+08:00

122 more days to SP Japanese Daiko Drummers Concert 2011 - Summer Beat (夏の鼓動 Natsu no Kodou)!! XDDD

Details shall be out soon.. in June :)
cant wait!! XDDD

A Brand New Start; Poly 3rd Year

2011-04-22T00:21:00.002+08:00

Well, for those who do not know.. I'm actually repeating IDD.. Nothing to hide about, nothing to be proud of as well.. This week's the first week of school for my year 3. So far, it's been good. Just that I dun have any close friends in IDD class, though I know a few of my classmates..

My holiday job at Kanematsu ended on the 15th April 2011. Time really flies.. And my holidays are gone, just like that.. Learnt quite alot from the ppl there.. There's a colleague who says that I reminded her of her younger days at work.. So gave me quite alot of advices.. This is most probably one of the reasons why I like working with aunties and uncles.. :) Yea, I know what to do, but still I think I'm those gong gong blur blur type who will be those shoot by arrow also dunno de, so quite grateful for the advices.. :) Haiz.. Working adults.. Already dislike them since my first job.. Unpleasant experience, dun wan to mention at all..

Well, other than school and the holiday work.. SP Daiko is busy preparing for our on-coming concert!! :D I dunno if I can reveal some details here.. But I can only say that we are still in the planning stage.. This year, I'm the publicity head yo!! :) So concert posters, banners, tickets all will be under me!! I have Fengling(designer), Yihui(publication), Yixian(publication), Zaylinn(publication) in my team, and me myself is also one of the 2 designers of the team. Hopefully we will bring you yet another wonderful concert this year!! :) Keep a lookout in facebook, I'll be inviting everyone in my friend's list after creating the event.

Other than the concert to be looked forward to, I have a USS trip with my OG10!! ^^ It will most probably be my first themepark visit (excluding HK Disneyland) ba? With all those breath-taking rides.. @_@ I havent even been to Escape, because I dun take thrill rides.. OMG, dunno how am I supposed to survive with that.. AHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~ But never mind, it'll be an experience for me.. If I really cant take it, then I'll be the cameraman then!! ^^
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i cant deny the fact that this return to school felt kinda different..
the people left behind..
the things to be done..
everything just felt different to me..
to tell the facts, it felt a little empty..

maybe if ppl were more willing to say hi..
maybe if ppl were more willing to smile to each other..
the world would be a much bearable place to live in..

钻薯钻薯亮晶晶~

2011-03-13T12:49:00.004+08:00

Miao~ 11th - 12th March 2011 was DDM and DMAT gradshow, Render 2011!! Cant stop myself from awe-ing at the seniors for their works and performances.. Singapore Polytechnic sure do have some awesome people.. :D Glad that I went down nonetheless.. Those who didnt went, have missed all those spectacular performances!! A bit of a shame that I couldnt stay throughout for the 2nd day, cuz I had daikoreans waiting.. Didnt want them to wait for too long, so in the end decided to drag everyone off for dinner before I change my mind.. Haha.. On a side note, I almost lost my left ear on the first day and blinded by the lights on the second day..

Yesterday was my first training after such a long MIA from Daiko.. Had to re-learn alot of things, but glad that my peers are patient enough to teach me.. :D Thanks so much guys!! ^^ I'm lagging behind, so trying hard to keep up with the others.. Wait for me!!!!!!!!! XD Hahaha.. Woke up with sores on my arms and shoulders, but I dont mind.. XD Best it's something I like which I'm doing.. :)

It's been my 2nd week of work.. And I'm getting more and more confused each time I key the stuff into the system.. @_@ GAUD.. Maybe cuz I'm not a full-time, that's why alot of things I find it very confusing.. Never mind, next time shall ask until I no doubt le den start! GOGOGO!! Not bad though, the working environment.. The staff there are nice.. And at times, I can hear the boss speak in Japanese.. Well, I can almost understand everything they say in the office.. Is that a good thing? Idk.. Oh, and since I started work, I havent had enough sleep.. And finally today, I got to sleep for 9 hours!! Undisturbed!! ^^ Wad a luxury..

JYJ's concert tickets are selling soon.. Still waiting for the seating plan and tickets pricing to be out before deciding which ticket to buy.. Yea yea, one of the reasons why I went to work this holiday.. Hopefully I'll get good seats without spending as much.. :) I'm fangirling like no one else's business.. LOL
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I took alot of detours yesterday..
Walked to the right instead of the left twice..
Forcing myself to leave when I actually wanted to stay..
Hahaha.. Because I know, the longer I linger, the less likely I'll get things done..
I wonder what would be the outcome if I took those lefts instead.. Hmmm..
And I wonder about the question that was posted as well..
And also 被拷问的滋味不好受 T^T
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The stage belongs to people with dreams..
People who dare to dream..
People who wants to show others who they really are..

I remembered last year, during Elements Daiko Concert..
The only thing that was in my mind whenever the curtains open was: "I shall show you who I really am.."
And the only person I was looking at, was my mum..
And because it was the first ever performance of me which she went to, I wanted to show her - This is your daughter.
Not really someone which is always glued to the com the whole day.
Not really someone who is incapable of things.
Not really someone who cries whenever she feels like giving up.
But someone who can drum.
Someone who is capable of filling the whole auditorium with her voice, which everyone thought was so tiny.
Someone who is willing to train longer just to get her patterns right.
Though its true that I break down at certain point of times whenever stress is too much for me to take, but afterall I'm still human.. I'm not almighty.

I'm just a little me, a Peilin with dreams..

난 믿어요 I Believe

2011-02-28T00:33:00.002+08:00

Seeing my recent fb post, tweets, plurks are all about JYJ right? Hahaha!! They are coming again!! XDDD OMG!! April 23 2010!! :3 And tickets will be selling in march!! AHHHHHHH!!! *goes crazy* This time round, might not be as poor thing as the last time, go alone. Might be having Sabrina (my student) and Mabel (my classmate) for company!! WEEEEEE~~~~ This time round, it would be at Singapore Indoor Stadium!! WOOTS!! Heard there would be some surprises for this time round's concert :3 and Jaejoong would be the director for Asia's tour!! XDDD GO JAEJOONG GO!!!!
Yea, super high now.. Hahaha!! Always have to check twitter and fb every now and then.. Im a busy fangirl.. :P
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For DDM students, its almost like school holidays already.. I finally passed up my work..
Regrets here and there..
Felt like slapping myself at times, but what use does it have.. Oh Gaud..
Peilin ar.. When are you going to wake up?!!
Aish, no use talking to you when you wont even help yourself, tweseo..
And these recent assignments chionging has led to missing of trainings and also jap lessons..
Should I thank myself for that? D: Waste money!! D:
And im really lagging a great deal behind the other daikoreans..
Masaru havent even tried on drums, Soretakebushi learn halfway when everyone's done learning it.. TAT
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Went to watch Ballerina Who Loves Bboy with Huimin and Pam on 19th Feb 2011!! XDDD Considered to my my 2nd favourite dance musical right after Sachoom!! XDDD Oh, did I tell you? I added Sachoom, Choi Him Chan and Ham Myung Soo on twitter!! ^^ And Ham Myung Soo actually followed me back!! XDDD Most probably the only non-korean to follow him ba? :X Shall tweet something to them when I've tot of what to tweet. :D Oh, about the show, it's another love story, different from Sachoom though.. Happily-ever-after ending.. Haha!! Breakdance + Ballet + Locking + Popping + blah blah blah.. It's like a combination of everything I like of dance. X)))) Thanks Huimin and Pam for accompanying me to that.. XDDD No tofu session but nice show. :) *grateful*
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I've gotten my JLPT N3 results already!! And I passed!! WHOOOOOOOO~~~ Though grammar only got B.. This puts me into thinking again, I really demand alot from myself, especially the things that I love and take great interest in.. Hmmm.. Gotta pull my jap up already.. Sakai says he's willing to be my teacher!! :DDD So anything I can just ask him.. Maybe just practise more jap convo with him ba.. XD And for those curious ones, I'm learning JLPT N2 stuff now!! ~_~
And for Korean wise, the last Korean lesson ended like 2 weeks ago.. And our Songsaengnim shared quite a couple of nice songs in our last lesson. :) Hopefully there will be level 3.. If can, of course I hope to be able to continue.. I'm starting to memorise the keyboard typing for the Korean characters.. Yay!! Still in the process of memorising.. Aja aja hwaiting!! :3 And for my Korean wise, I can finally form simple sentences, with the help of my notes, online dictionary and also google translator.. Hehe..
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Im bored, quite at a loss of what to do now.. Cuz no more assignments to chiong.. But actually I can do revision luh.. Prepare myself for the worst.. Yes.. And not wasting holidays away staring at laptop screens long enough to make it go for repair again.. While, I managed to finish reading 2 chapters of my japanese textbook on the way to jap lesson today. Weee~ Didnt know that I can read that much in just one hour.. Oh well, that's good too..
Out of boredom today, and calculating what time I should sleep, I went to watch "200 Pound Beauty".. Very nice!! :'))) Made me tear before going to bed.. Nice uh.. Hahaha.. Is the acceptance part which made me tear.. Gan dong gan dong..
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I never regretted anything which I did, only regretted things which I never did..
I'm very cancerian, realised that when I was reading my horoscope that day.. A good thing and also a bad thing..
I think people look best candid.. :)
Dream big!!
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Things you never knew..
Where I keep silently in my heart..
Every note.. Every strum.. Every smile.. Every movement..
Im no stalker, yes im not..
Because I only fangirl..
Till now, it's still a dream..
Like the what I dreamt of that day..
Disturbing yet I cant get rid off..

카레가이이고에니 메구마렛테이마수..

Dreams Vs Reality

2011-02-20T15:22:00.004+08:00

She dreams of a future, not faraway..

Where there's a house where her family lives happily in..

Free from the problems which they are facing now..

Free from the stress of the world..

Free from the current state..

She also dreams of a future, not faraway..

Where she's doing things that she likes..

Leading a simple life and the pace of living is much slower..

Maybe a few pets for company..

Maybe a place to host family and friends gathering..

Maybe just a small cozy nest to call home..

She sometimes dreams of a future, not faraway..

Where she's happy with her life..

Having a family to rely on..

Having friends for accompany..

Having met a certain someone..

In her dreams, it's filled with happy things..

No worries. No sorry. No unhappiness.

Nothing to hold her back from doing the things which likes doing..

Nothing which regrets doing..

Nothing like the current state she is in now..

She dreams of her dreams.

Her passion. Her interests.

Her future home. Her future family.

Her future job. Her future retirement.

But alas, it's only a dream..

And it's still far far away from her..

Reality is dragging her away from her dreams, her passion..

Sometimes she really wonder: "so what is we had dreams? ultimately, we still have reality to face with.."

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Of Ballet. Break dance. Locking. Popping. White. Headphones. Hoodies. Music. Keyboard. Piano. Violin. Cello. Flute. Zither. Shamisen. Taiko. Studio. Big mirrors. Long curtains. 3 storeys. Roof with wooden flooring. Gallery-like hallway. Sound-proof room. Huge CD shelves. Huge book shelves.

Endless...

If I Could, I Would...

2011-01-23T11:11:00.003+08:00

Good morning!! I just missed my 11:11 again.. =.= Never mind..
Havent been updating this blog because I've been so busy in school!! Assignments, work, daiko, extra language lessons, you know luh.. The same few things..

And yesterday I was so tired that the moment I laid my head on my japanese homework, I fell asleep straight till the next morning!! OMG.. and my laptop was all the while!! TAT Mum brought out my blanket for me, and I off my laptop and continued Zzz-ing.. :X

Crucial week for me, need time to do work.. Tml's GEM's final assignment submission date!! Still need to print out the photos.. One of them.. in 8R.. Money money money~ *flies* No time to talk so much le.. Gomen.. And I really dun have much time for last-minute outings, unless I really have nothing to do on that day.. Idk why, but seems like all the friends like to meet me at around the same few periods.. @_@ Which is hard for me to join in all. To be fair, I think I should give priority to those who asked me out first ba? Because I've already gave my promise to turn up. And I'm going hiatus from alot of things, so please be understanding as well.. I dun have the time.. :(((( If I could, I would.

CNY coming soon!! And busy me havent realised that it's so near already!! *sigh* Not ready for that yet. No time to go buy clothes also.. Kinda envy when ppl say that they are going to buy clothes, and going for performance and stuff.. D: Why did I make myself so busy.. :(

And one thing which is not yet confirmed is the field trip which my Korean teacher told us about this week!! This made alot of us very excited.. Yes yes!! Very very!! But the expenses are ex luh.. Hopefully I can go, with Piak Piak..

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Recent habits: Reading Japanese and Korean notes on the way to school and on the way back, because dun have that extra time for revision.. :/
Recent news: I got my laptop already, after 2 weeks of repair.. YAY!!
Recent thoughts: "No use confronting someone if that someone just refuses to listen to anyone.." "If I could, I would" "Stay focused lah!! RAWR!!"

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I'm always caught off-guard and end up being stunned before I could do anything..
What a typical me..
Stop freezing me!! hahaha!!

새해복많이받으세여~

2011-01-01T01:14:00.003+08:00

YOYOYO!! MISS ME?!!! HAHAHA!! WELL, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Have been busy with school stuff and also YEP, so havent had the time to update this blog of mine.. Actually updated a bit on deviantart and also facebook.
A rough summary of my YEP on DeviantART and my year 2010 on Facebook.

It's been a great ending for me..
Alas, I'm not spending it unhappily.. Hahaha..
Spent my last 2010 with Peihong, Xin Yi, Sook Lai and Suq Ping (MOE clique). A change for the year. Also because they booked me first, even before my YEP trip.. Had curry ramen, nice!!! :DDD And I think today Peihong did something very brave. :) *thumbs up* If it was me, I wouldnt have dared to do that lah!! Hahaha. Spent some time Orchard Central's Sky Park, enjoying the night scenery of Orchard (actually alot of them being blocked..) Saw alot of stars. :D And I almost choked on Gong Cha Pearls.. OMG.. Now still have the feeling that the pearl is somewhere in my lungs or something.. @_@
Sorry S Club for not joining you all this year, wanted to spend New Year this time round at home. Dont want to join the crowd also. I'm still a very homey person. Hahaha. See you all on Sunday ba.. :) Need to do my work, before my lecturers and my mum start screaming at me.. Saw fireworks from my bedroom's window!! ^^ Malaysia's fireworks..

This year, I also have alot to accomplish..
First is to get my poly grades back, and then later improve my Korean into conversable level. Because I really feel that they are the two things which I need to improve on. Piak Piak ar, speak to me in Korean as far as possible from now on, so I can improve!! Hahaha. Cuz i really emo-ed at Vietnam when I know Korean, but not as much.. :( I have other plans for Japanese which I'm not revealing. Hahaha.

I have my wishlist already!! LOL!! Most wanted to the least wanted..
- JYJ concert (dunno when)
- Standard 88 Key Keyboard (just a normal one so that I can get a good feel of a real keyboard) (white preferred, black is fine though.. haha!! XD)
- Polaroid Camera!! (white colour de)
- Japanese - English Electronic Dictionary (those which you can write the words in de) (it'll be good if it comes with other languages as well)
- Shelf for my books / CDs
- Red hoodie!!
- All the things with relating to DBSK / JYJ / Cassiopeia!! XDDD that includes Red as well.. :)

Have a great 2011!! I'm going to sleep soon. It's 01:44am already!! Nites ppl!! :)

Sometimes, I Really Wonder Why

2010-12-05T22:32:00.002+08:00

Junsu's another cat.. Forgot his name le.. :X This will be one of the cat breeds which I'm considering of buying next time.. X)))

Just had JLPT N3 Exam today.. Somehow, happy that I've cleared this big burden off my back, though knowing that I wont be scoring very well for my paper.. :( They changed the Grammar and Listening part!! OMG.. And reading of the compre at the Grammar part made my eyes go super dry.. First time in my life, I wanted so much to close my eyes cuz of dryness in eyes.. =.= Anyway, woke up quite early today cuz the previous day, I slept super early.. :X Fell asleep while studying actually.. Whenever I see words, my eyes would just close.. =.= PEILINTHYSIS actually helped me for a bit in my exam just now!! Which I suppose is my luck? Hahaha.. I didnt realised that I was sitting beside Vanessa until I finish shading my papers and stuff.. :X Was late.. @_@ We meet up with Eunice, Hui Ping and also Sally.. Hahaha.. Saw Zhen Wei ran past.. =.= Den Wei Jie called me in the morning, tot I was having the exam in the morning.. Blah Blah Blah.. Not enough revision this time round.. Not enough exposure as well.. D:

I'm left with 3 more assignments before I make my step to Vietnam.. Never complete = cannot go.. Shall go sleep and wake up to complete them up.. I'm exhausted.. Like running a never-ending marathon this week.. @_@ I need rest!! RAWR!! Still got upcoming assignments.. :(
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Saw Bobby commented on plurk that should he be proud of a blog which no one reads..
But to me, it doesnt really matter anymore, if anyone is reading or not..
I'm just posting updates to keep you all updates about me, since I dun get to see alot of you all the time..
I'm tired.. Not expecting anything more already..
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迷恋着钢琴上的黑白键
动人的旋律，牵动人心
也迷恋着穿着白色HOODIE的他们
没有白马，是另类的白马王子

未来は何があるかな？
Playing: Kim Ah Joong - Byul (Star)

如果明天是世界末日

2010-11-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

Now I really look like my plurk's profile picture..
North Korea has bombed South Korea the 2nd time for today.. Which makes me go into thinking: Is 2012 really the end of the world?
If the day after tomorrow is the end of the world, what would you do tomorrow?
Alot of people would have regrets ba..
Things which they wanted to do but never did..
Things which they shouldnt have did..
Things which they wanted to say but never had the courage to say..
I still have unfulfilled wishes..
Tonnes of them, even if I never really mentioned them..
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如果明天是世界末日，你最想再见的人会是谁呢？
我的心里没答案
人往往在欢乐时，遗忘了身边还有被忽略的朋友
有时我也是这样
往往在知道结局后，才发现一切都太迟了
不要留下遗憾，活出属于自己的人生！

MIA

2010-11-23T09:21:00.004+08:00

Tigger!! XDDD Yes yes, I like Junsu's Tigger alot!! X)))) Very handsome cat.. XDDD Coming to think of it, that day my neighbour's cat wanted to come into my house while I was closing my house door - on my way to school. Luckily didnt squash it, cuz she came out from nowhere, with only me hearing a bell.. Hahaha.. She was at my feet already, when i close the inner door.. Had to lure her to the ground before I could shut my gate.. :X Idk why she would come looking for me, but yay, she will.. XDDD But my neighbour's cat isnt this breed though.. Cute little furry ball which made my day.. XDDD

20 more days to Vietnam Trip..

Spend the remaining afternoon of my last Saturday after work to help out making the test tubes which we are using to raise funds.. Quite easy actually, if you know how to do it.. :) After making the test tubes, was tying of ribbons.. Tie dao siao.. @_@ Didnt know that 2 of my teachers were actually couples until that day.. No wonder they keep saying later Robin ask Mabel go play Tennis or something.. Hahaha.. Anyway, tot I spent my day quite meaningfully, though I missed Daiko cuz of that.. @_@ GG.. Might be going for the jab today.. See how first.. Must do it this week, and then the following week need to go back again for the 2nd jab.. @_@ Hopefully I will survive with that knee of mine.. Cuz the problem is coming back again.. =.= I need new knee support!!

12 more days to JLPT N3 exam..

Havent really done any preparation.. More busy as compared to last year.. And I didnt go for any preparation course, so makes it even harder for me to leave out some time for studying and revision.. D: Hopefully I can faster clear my assignments and den have more time for this very very very important exam!! @_@ Before that, next week Monday, I will be having my 3rd Korean test!! ARHHHHH~~~ GG liao lah..

46 more days to continuation of Jap Lesson at Pyaess..

In the meanwhile, my Sundays are free.. But I will be at home doing work.. Dun wan to go out and will not go out unless there's something important to settle..

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This time round.. I really made myself over-busy..

Toggle between Studies, Work, Daiko, YEP trip, JLPT exam, Korean Test, Korean Lesson, Japanese Lesson, Assignments, blah blah blah..

As far as possible, dun ask me out until January comes..

Dun have that luxury to do so..

Might need to miss some things like training, due to the busy schedules.. Haiz.. Wad to to..

Escapade 2010 | AFAX 2010

2010-11-16T09:30:00.010+08:00

14th November 2010 finally marks the end of our Escapade performance!! XDDD It was a truely great experience to be performing at such a big event in SP.. Got to know alot of talented ppl: DMAT ppl.. Hahaha.. Kinda envy them, to be able to play so many instruments.. There's alot of instruments which I wanted to learn as well.. But haiz.. Maybe next time ba.. I still have alot of wishes which I havent fulfill!! Hahaha.. If I list out all the things I want to learn, u all confirm say I siao.. But really, I want to learn all of them!! :X Like Piano / Keyboard, Violin, Cello, Flute, Di zi, Gu Zhen, Guitar, Harp, .... Alright, never mind.. :X By the time I learn all these, I will be an old granny already.. Besides, I've decided to take up part-time Korean outside school after I've graduated.. Haha.. So I'll still end up being busy after I'm done with my Japanese.. I wonder if I'll still have time for more stuff.. Hmmm.. Anyway, the above pic is the whole crew without the teachers.. :X Credits to Mr Gerald Lim for helping us take the photos.. :D

Here's one shot with the band members.. Awesome people!! :D Yea yea, we are having tribal theme for our section.. That's why u see us painting our hands and faces.. Hahaha.. Very funny, when I was taking this shot.. I didnt see where I was going den realised I was with the band members.. Wink Wink saw me, den dragged me over to her side.. Hahaha.. XD

Another one.. Credits to Calissa who helped us take the photo.. ^^ Poor Calissa was being hit by an aluminium pole while keeping the stuff.. D: Me and the other daiko ppl weren't around when that happened.. But it's scary.. Must have been super painful.. The 2nd day, she was being admitted to hospital for concussion.. D: Heard it from Mukhlis.. *pat pat*

Yea~~~ Our Escapade Daiko team!! XDDD

Another shot of us!! XDDD All ready for the performance.. X))))

OH MY.. WE ALL LOOK SUPER FIERCE IN THAT LAH!! @_@ but i like!! XDDD

Our hand paintings XDDD

Went AFAX 2010 after that short 3 hours of sleep.. @_@ Meet Yunlin and we walked around.. XDDD Dropped my AFA ticket lor!! And she dropped her lucky charm.. D: Saw quite a couple of new cosplays.. GREAT!! And among which, this is my favourite!! XDDD Cuz she very cute!! XDD The sunflower is super duper nice lah!! XDDD Saw KANAME and -aira- from Japan.. XDDD So happy.. I spam pictures spam dao e DSLR no memory.. Heng I brought my laptop.. If not dunno how le.. Hahaha.. XDDD Had a super tiring but happy day.. XDDD

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咪咪眼，没关系啦！

看得到就好XD

黑键+白键=钢琴

HOHOHO!!

I STILL LOVE MUSIC THE MOST!!! XDDD

i envy you for being able to play so many instruments.. D:

睡眠

2010-11-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

From Jaejoong's Twitter.. :) Posted quite a few days ago, before he went to sleep.. XDDD

The thing I need most now: Sleep..
Too exhausted for anything else..
Or rather, no time for anything else..
Recent stress + mum always urging me to go sleep = frequent RAWR-ing at home.. Literally RAWR-ing.. Sooner or later, I will lose my voice..
Time pre-occupied by: School, Kumon, Assignments, School Work, Daiko, Escapade, YEP trip, Korean Lesson, Japanese Lesson..
Not free for any booking right now.. I just want to keep myself free to do my work, and be able to rest well.. Feel that I'm going to fall sick anytime due to fatique..
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眼睛糖果：黑白键！
Today's Colour

100 randomness

2010-11-05T19:01:00.002+08:00

1. I like to save messages from friends.
2. Always have an eye for expensive things.. =.=
3. I eat to live.
4. I cant cry when people is around..
5. Cake is a must for every Birthday!! XDDD Fruit Cake!! Fruit Cake!! XDDD
6. I like bracelet / bangles more than necklace, rings and anklets..
7. DBSK is the number one favourite!!
8. Feels irritated whenever she needs to send mass sms and her inbox jams up.. =.=
9. Feels irritated whenever ppl gives irrelavant comments on her posts..
10. Feels super angry whenever ppl thwarts the plan..
11. Cannot understand why ppl have to share others' secrets..
12. It's great to have Xiaoming as my bro.. :)
13. It's great to have Mi as my mum.. :)
14. It's great to have Pa as my dad.. :)
15. I love my bed!!
16. Always need that personal space to herself, with no one invading..
17. Always need time to herself..
18. Doesnt like it when ppl starts to stick to her like super glue.. =.=
19. Feels that the world is a cruel place to live in..
20. Some ppl around her are cruel as well..
21. Feels that there's no difference between an idol's stage performance, and our daiko performance..
22. Always feels that she's not good enough..
23. I can shout de hor!! You can ask my daiko mates.
24. Keeps everything to herself one day, when everything is too much for her, she'll explode..
25. Blurblur.. But seems like sometimes, the ppl around me are more blur than me..
26. 不争气的孩子..
27. Can tell when I'm high.. Will start doing random stuff..
28. Envys others for being able to run as and when they like.
29. Has her own eyecandy, even though she didnt really mention..
30. Has ppl whom she looks up to..
31. Feels old whenever I'm in poly, but glad that the others didnt isolate me cuz of that.. :)
32. Feels short whenever I'm with my close friends.. -_____-
33. Never really blamed anyone..
34. Glad to have understanding friends.. :)
35. Feels that some ppl are just not very understanding.. You are not in the same boat with me, so you wont understand..
36. Will go crazy if any of her "treasures" go missing one day..
37. Like mimicking the things around her..
38. It's almost impossible to hide my feelings.
39. If no one wants to listen, I might as well keep quiet..
40. I'm not quiet, I'm just lazy to talk..
41. Invisible barrier with the others which I cannot overcome.. :(
42. I dun tell lies, I only tell white lies..
43. In certain situation, I dun even feel like explaining, even if I said, would anyone have believed?
44. Feels that people are just selfish..
45. I dun believe that restaurants have good food..
46. I believe that there's good dessert and ice cream stalls.
47. Have a mind of your own!! Stop blindly following!! =.=
48. Music is my love.. :) And classical is my first love..
49. Just that you didnt realised..
50. Just that I didnt say..
51. Normally a good sleep would erase away any negative moods from the previous day..
52. Glad to have so many meimeis and didis.. :)
53. Secret keepers (Y) Secret revealers (N)
54. I'm not as privileged as you all to enjoy myself as and when I like..
55. "Forget it, you are not listening.. I will not repeat myself again.. Grrrr..."
56. When I start to spam noisy music.. I doesnt bode something good.
57. I can listen to just one song the whole day and not get tired of it..
58. Doesnt like it when people force things into me..
59. I like to see people dancing.. :)
60. 我有自知之明啦！
61. Feels that it's damn disgusting when guys imitate girls.. Euuu.. *pukes* I will just auto sensor the scene with my hands covering my eyes..
62. I will wander around on my own.. "What's so scary about doing things alone?"
63. Sorry, I dont watch horror films..
64. *give you a look* =.= 你很无聊..
65. Fun-loving..
66. I want to celebrate my birthday next year at somewhere with good food.. Sorry, expensive restaurants are not within my choice, cuz i think it is you that wants to eat that..
67. Doesnt like to tell ppl about her future plans until she has realised it..
68. I cannot multi-task. Meaning I can only do one stuff at a time..
69. I wont say out the things that you said to me, that's my promise to you.
70. I'm outside the circle..
71. When people grow up, they tend to mind more about the exterior more than the interior..
72. Me: Japanese, Korean. Bro: Mandarin, English.
73. Is keeping the whole thing from the others really better?
74. You never know how cruel you are, and how cruel I am..
75. I really think that Teh Tarik is better than any brand of milk tea on earth.. (for now)
76. Is me who has given up on myself..
77. Likes to lie my chin on ppl's shoulders. :P
78. 烦的时候会发出怪怪的声音.
79. 愛したい、でも愛せない.. 今では無理だ.
80. I like drawing as a hobby.. :)
81. I love hoodies~ :3
82. Birthday present next year: Electrical Jap / Kor dictionary, HMV vouchers, DBSK / JYJ albums / DVD.. (for now)
83. Didnt I say not to ask already?
84. 顾虑太多.. Worries too much..
85. I want a cat as a pet!! Maybe more than one.. XDDD No fair!! Jaejoong and Junsu got their cat faster than me.. D:
86. I have something which I want.. :)
87. I'm not as competitive as the others..
88. I'm SLOW.. =.=
89. 很好欺负的人hor? =.=
90. 你快乐就是我快乐.. :)
91. Recently cant keep myself from bobbing while listening to songs..
92. Has an interest in cooking. :D
93. Furiously shakes head when people says positive things about her..
94. Cannot hide her excitement.. *eyes open big big and widens smile*
95. Some things just cant be bought using money..
96. There'll always be people whom I will make fun of.. :P
97. Likes hugging my pillow.. :3
98. When I'm tired, I get emotional very easily..
99. Just because I never say, doesnt mean that it does not exist..
100. 多的是，你不知道的事..
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miao~ i just wasted my whole day tidying my stuff and something else.. =.=
YEP trip is confirmed.. TOT teacher just told us need to pay the $500 first.. 晴天霹雳

AIGOO

2010-11-02T08:52:00.003+08:00

Junsu with his Cat Tigger. Hahaha.. Not sure if I got the name right.. But seems to be so from Twitter.. :) Actually saw this breed of cat before.. At one of my dad's customer's house.. A japanese couple's home.. And the name of the couple's cat was Micky.. XDDD The other cat they have was a white colour one called Mimi.. :3 They initially wanted to give the white cat to us cuz they are going back to Japan, no time to take care of their cat, but in the end we didnt take it in, cuz scared that she would miss her owner.. First time telling this.. Haha.. XD

Actually posted this on Plurk and Facebook:
Week before Week 1: Bachi hit Finger
Week 1: File hit Toe, Head kena Bachi
Week 2: Headbutt things 4X in just one day, Bachi hit Arm
Week 3: Back pain..
Hopefully it wont continue anymore.. @_@ Recently like very injury-proned.. Dunno why.. Need to be more careful le.. Cuz my gastric is coming back also.. =.= My back problem I've sorta forgotten about it le.. Since it hasnt been hurting for quite some time le.. :X

YAY!! Created a tumblr account on Sunday.. And pictures spamming!! XDDD Hahaha.. Now I have 3 accounts at hand which I will be managing.. :3 Most probably I wont have time for any of them now.. Will update if I have the time ba.. For now, tumblr is for fangirling.. :P Blogger is for me to update my status right now.. And cyworld is more to blog about fangirling.. Hahaha.. No one knows my cyworld account yet.. HOHO.. And I wont be giving out also.. :P Tumblr, hahaha.. not open to all also..
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Sometimes I just want some personal space..
Somewhere where I can express my thoughts with no one commenting on it..
"When someone doesnt answer your question of why they are feeling down,
it just means that you are not the person that he/she wants to tell the situation to,
so just stop asking.."
それだけ・・・

Year 2 Sem 2 Week 1

2010-10-26T15:54:00.002+08:00

Stalking artistes seems to have become another of my hobby.. Hahaha.. XDDD

Recently have been stalking SHINee and JYJ.. :P

One happy thing.. ^^ Yoochun created Twitter!! ^^ And alongside, Jaejoong and Junsu also created twitter!! XDDD Anyway, Jaejoong updated his Twitter today.. :D

Micky Yoochun: http://twitter.com/6002theMicky

Xiah Junsu: http://twitter.com/0101xiahtic

Hero Jaejoong: http://twitter.com/mjjeje

As im posting here, Jaejoong is posting new updates on Twitter!! ^^

Okay, I'm going growing crazy again after going for JYJ's "The Beginning" showcase.. XDDD

Anyway, they onetvxq is going to find Japanese translators soon.. But hopefully I dun need that.. For now, I can still understand what they are posting on Twitter.. ^^

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Book recommendations:

Pop-ups by Robert Sabuda

Try finding pop-up books by this guy.. Super nice!! AWESOMELY GREAT!! XDDD

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First week of Sem 2 just passed..

GEMs on Monday..

Korean Lesson on Monday..

Missed Wed's CCA..

Dinner with Daikoreans on Wednesday..

Submitted my assignment on Friday..

Lunch with Daikoreans on Friday before work..

Work on Friday and Saturday..

Dinner with Daikoreans on Saturday after training..

Jap Lesson on Sunday..

Second week of Sem 2 now..

GEMs on Monday..

Korean Lesson on Monday..

Escapade Meeting at T2043, Studio B..

Now in lesson.. HAHA!!

JYJ "The Beginning" Showcase

2010-10-17T20:10:00.004+08:00

Jejung and Yuchun: Colors~Melody and Harmony~
Thinking of changing my ringtone to this.. XDDD
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I'm back from JYJ "The Beginning" showcase!! XDDD
Went airport to see them but was quite emo cuz I didnt really get to see them. Too short and they zoom past super fast.. I dun never know who is who!! D: My view wasnt very good.. :(
Went to have lunch after that, feeling very depressed.. Told Xiao Blink about it, but I think hers was worst ba.. Cuz her camera suddenly got error.. Told Piak Piak also, and she cant sense that I'm really that depressed.. Well, never mind.. Didnt want to reply after that.. No need to apologise also, if u see this.. Went Comics Connection and stayed there for quite long.. Wasnt in e best of mood though it was JYJ showcase day, and I'll get to see Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu later on.. Luckily never waste money.. Had lunch after that and went back to Expo to start queueing up to enter the Hall.. Spend like 4 hours waiting at Expo, den finally got in.. Quite different from what I tot it would be.. Though siting at the first row of C5, but cant really see sia.. My eyes.. @_@ The start of the showcase. The fans beside me shouted like mad lah and keep stamping their feet on the ground!! Earthquake!! @_@ And I was the only calm one.. Stunned there for quite a while den I removed the light stick from my neck and started waving along to the music!! OMG.. I cried!! In my heart, I was thinking to myself: "They finally came".. Sorta hated them for making me wait for so long.. Now I know what does it mean by Love Hate Relationship le.. Hahaha!! Cried.. Mixed feeling though.. But really happy that they came.. T.T Couldnt control myself, but still tried hard to prevent my tears from flowing.. Only got a big higher after I cried.. Enjoyed myself in the showcase!! XDDD And hopefully they will come again, like what Yoochun said.. :) I'll be waiting.. Next time hopefully it'll be a bigger sea of red!! X)))))

Yoochun: "Always Keep The Faith!!!" (WHOOOOO~~~~)
Jaejoong: "I only realised that we are working with Kanye West, when we finally meet him" (OMG!! Jaejoong blurblur!! XDDD)
Junsu: "I just go with the feel" XDDD

Current Addiction: JYJ - Empty and JYJ - いつだって君に

JYJ frenzy

2010-10-15T23:54:00.003+08:00

It's tomorrow!! ARHHHH!!! So excited.. XDDD
Trying to write something for JYJ now.. If can I'll write for 5 of them, see how ba..
ARGH, now stucked at dunno wad to write.. =(((
It always happen whenever it's something important.. YADA!!
I got alot of things to tell them.. OMG!! =(((
Faster write le jiu go orh orh le.. Tml is a JYJ day!!
Tml will be a red day as well.. XDDD

Anyway, I bought Teens magazine cuz of JYJ.. :X
Hahaha.. Cuz of the poster.. :P
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Always Keep The Faith
Have been listening to Colors~Melody and Harmony~
I love the part where Yoochun raps.. X))))

第一次：排队买票

2010-10-12T22:16:00.004+08:00

My current 2 other headphones: Row 1, Column 2 and Row 2, Column 1.. XDDD Shall stop my collection here.. :X Though I find the Row 1, Column 4 one quite nice also.. :X

YAY YAY YAY!! Went to queue up for the tickets already!! XDDD Still went in the end.. From the ticket, can see that I'm seating at Block C5, Row A Seat 7.. :DDD The first row of CAT C.. XDDD Can set up the tripod and spam photos.. HOHOHO!! XDDD Look at the photos below for a better view of what I actually mean.. :) JYJ!! JYJ!! JYJ!!

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Shall recount on today's 1st time queueing session.. HAHAHA!! I gave my first to them.. LOL!!

Yea yea, my first time attending an idol's concert!! X))) Like what I really said in the past, the first concert that I will go to is theirs!! :))) Not totally true for this time round, cuz it's only JYY who's coming.. Next time, DBSK I'm waiting!! *always keep the faith*

Reached Scape around 11am and went to the counter to ask about the JYJ showcase tickets sale, den realised it's just behind me.. HAHAHA!!! It's inside their warehouse.. Looks like a mini stage actually.. The sign outside the warehouse!! XDDD Actually still got another one, just that I never take.. Heng, I went inside the building and never wander off lah.. Was heaving a sigh of relief when the person told me, it's just behind me.. ^^ Proud to be the first 10 to reach.. ^^ Den my place dropped cuz got ppl in front of me is queue for friend as well de.. =.= Oh, got to know that the first one to come, came at 945..

The empty stage, where the sale of tickets was supposed to be at..

The empty rows of barrier behind me.. I'm at the first row.. Very empty sia..

After long hours of reading my jap notes and finishing up my korean homework.. Finally starting to see ppl bringing in stuff at around 1plus, saying they are the organisers.. But den the the whole crew only came in at 2plus near 3. When it was 3pm (sale of tickets was 3pm to 9pm), the tickets were not there.. One gal stomped off cuz she couldnt wait anymore.. And one japanese lady also had something on, so had her friend to get the tickets for her instead..

We had 2 sound test scares.. And one last one is actually the playing of DBSK's Japanese songs.. ^^ But it came out loud, so alot of ppl had that "tak boleh tahan" look on their face while covering their ears.. Hahaha.. Siao lah!! Alot of my favourite songs played.. XDDD Sang along.. ^^ Tot it would start at 3pm, cuz i went toilet right before that.. But den, I waited until i felt like going toilet again!! =.= Den keep smsing Piak Piak "FARRER PARK, FARRER PARK".. T.T Make me want to go toilet, den dun dare to go lah!! =.= Den finally, tickets came and they sorted them and we had our tickets at 4plus.. Phew.. Took me like 5 hours just to get a CAT C ticket? =.= I think still got alot of tickets not sold lor.. Cuz I think can buy VIP tickets on the spot!! OMG!! But that is @_@ I cannot, I'm not as fortunate lah..
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Came back from our YEP Bonding Camp as well.. Alot of briefing and we had one short trekking up Bukit Timah Hill.. Was with Xiangting all the while and realised, we got a few common friends sia.. @_@ And we were from the same school!! OMG!! Didnt know until ytd.. Alot of similarities.. Anyway, alot of almost-cried moments.. Actually cry liao, just that I tried to keep my tears in.. Teacher showed us video of the Joanne Peh trip to those poorer developing side of Thailand.. :((( And Tsunamis.. And ytd night, before sleeping "Children of Heaven".. Children of Heaven is a must watch.. Please dun say that they copy Jack Neo, because it is actually the opposite!! I've only watched this movie long long time ago on Arts Central with my bro.. Very nice movie.. Alot of things learnt from it.. Go watch it, den u will understand why.. :)))) Realised that the ppl in developing countries, their definition of basic needs is really very different from us.. Their values and attitude as well.. Really look up to them..

Felt like crying alot of times.. I always feel that I'm not a very fortunate child, but compared to them.. Aren't they even more? But they seem to be happier than me.. And they dun blame anyone.. And somehow, some words they say, I can empathise with them.. And the tear would just trigger.. I dun even dare to face anyone while watching the shows and videos.. :'( I wonder how I would survive if I really see such scenarios in Vietnam.. I dun wan to keep crying all the way!! NOOOOOO!!! @_@

感想：
很多时候，人在福中不知福。
一直觉得自己很悲哀，但其实比起很多人幸福得多了。
知足，是幸福的第一步。
不需要去比较谁有的比较多，谁的比较好。
因为每个人有的东西都不一样。
Count your blessings.. :)
But dun compare your blessings to others..

Fangirling Mode: JYJ, Key

2010-10-08T17:23:00.003+08:00

8 more days to JYJ "The Beginning" showcase!! D: Very much wanted to go.. Haiz.. But what to do.. Cant afford the tickets.. :(((( Everytime my friends ask me, what present I want.. Maybe this is one of the presents I really really really really wanted ba.. Other than survival, dance performance, music, photography, animals, hoodies, headphones, albums, posters, little messages from friends.. Seems like there's nothing else which I really wanted that much.. No one understands at all.. They would just think that they are unimportant things.. To u, maybe yes.. To me, NO!!! They mean a great deal to me!! So what if I said? No one will believe that also.. Just like how God may be important to you, it works that way for me in the case of DBSK!!

JYJ!!! Finally like 3 came to Singapore.. Junsu, Jaejoong and Yoochun.. Do I really dun have that fate to meet them again? The other time when Junsu came with Zuno, I also missed it.. Suddenly felt very empty when I got the news from my dongsaeng that Junsu left already.. :(((

好想去。。。好像去。。。
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Recent addiction: Key.. =.= This was from SHINee's newest MV: Hello.
Why are u so cute!! @_@ AHHHHHHH!!!! But seriously, he looks very different from the first album.. Puffer fish!! HAHAHA!! 不要管我，我神经病了！
Ytd HL said something: I started listening to SNSD even before they were that popular now..
I also listened to SHINee even before they were that popular now!!
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都说了：有我在，放心。。
虽然不是每次都在
但可以的话，可以帮的，我都会尽可能伸出援手
没什么可以给你们
只是想为朋友做点什么

Wedding Affair: Szemin

2010-09-29T00:13:00.003+08:00

Marriage by Why Why

Attended Szemin's weding on Sunday.. Skipped my Jap lesson for her big day.. :) First time im wearing until liddat.. Hahaha.. MJ commented: "even going out with ex also never wear until liddat lah".. Erm.. True true.. Hahaha.. Den Li Qin keep saying "bride come liao" at Vivien's house.. =.= Anyway, want to see pictures, can always go facebook stalk me.. LOL!!

First time attending a solemnization ceremony.. Quite solemn, and a bit long.. :X But I do believe there's a purpose why it's so long.. To tell the couple, really what is it that they are going to have after the wedding.. A marriage.. Something which needs more than LOVE to maintain.. The groom almost cried I think, after the bride said "I Do".. The first time in my life, I see the groom getting so emotional.. The bride did almost cried also, when the groom went up the stage to kiss her after the singing of the first song.. Szemin's singing is super nice.. :)

Szemin's wedding was like a mini Secondary School gathering sia.. Cuz alot of ppl came, alot of which I havent seen for quite a while.. Shuai de bian shuai le.. Mei de bian mei le.. Hahaha.. Changes? Idk..

The picture above reminds me of what the Marriage Consultant said:
The Ring Is Something Which Locks The Two Heart Together..
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The following day was a day of work at Marina Bay Sands Casino.. Different department as last time, this time at Paiza.. Different working style.. Mey~ Not a very good day I think.. Cuz even missed the timing which me and mum are supposed to collect out passport!! Crappy..

One line to summarise the Casino:
Though the Casino is really beautiful, but then the people going there - No LIFE!!
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It's a matter of choice..

172223

2010-09-24T15:26:00.004+08:00

Yoyoyo!! Im back from Daiko Chalet yo!! Actually left early ytd, when it supposed to end today.. Here's what I've been doing for the past few days, and also updates of last week's first day of work at MBS.. :D

17th Sep:
It's my first day of work at MBS, and that day I was assigned to work at the Banquet (BQT). Woke up around 5plus, was quite surprised that I was able to wake up that early.. Meet mum at Marina Bay to take bus to MBS. Went to the wrong bus stop, den later got directed by another bus driver as to where to correct bus stop was.. Tried calling the ppl in charge but a few either never listen to the phone, if not it's not on.. =.= The first suay thing in the morning..

Den later, after reaching the bus stop, finally saw the bus numbers which we can take.. Mum asked an auntie which bus can go to MBS, just to confirm.. The auntie very nice, asked us to follow her cuz she knows how to go, and she's going there to work as well.. :) Followed her to the security post to change my pass, but then!! MY NAME NOT IN THE LIST!! ARGHHHH!!!!! Called the person in charge and they ask me to ask them to check their email to see got my name anot.. Check liao, still dun have lor.. :( In the end, I have to meet 2 guys den they brought me through another way.. By that time, it's already 9plus le, when I'm supposed to be working at 9am.. =.= The second suay thing in the morning..

After I got in, got my working attire, and was being assigned to the 5th level with 1 gal and 2 other guys, there's an event going on, and we are supposed to be at the buffet area.. Dunno what to do, so kept asking.. Den was supposed to clear away the dishes which the delegates and speakers finished.. There was an uncle whose daughter studied in Singapore Poly also!! XDDD But graduated like 2 or 3 years ago le, which means, around my age lah? XDDD That uncle was nice.. Keep telling me dun be afraid, just ask the ppl and keep the plates can liao.. :) Lunch time, I went to eat with the gal who came up to the 5th level with me.. Half an hour break.. @_@ which means we had to rush like siao.. @_@ The gal, happen to see her name, she's Su Yi Fei.. :) She taught me alot of stuff.. More of advices though.. She keep reminding me of someone, I thought very long when I got home that night, and finally remembered.. Is Peilin, whom she resembles.. :) Not me, is my primary school friend Peilin.. :) Anyway, we ran through the rain, to the dining area, and she was holding my hand a bit.. First time, someone I dunno held my hand.. But she's a nice person.. :) Lunch time was practically food gobbling session, cuz we had to faster finish our food, so that we can make it back on time.. Managed to do that though, a bit of wastage of food.. :X

Back to work, this time is lunch buffet.. There's a Japanese who asked me: "You speak Japanese? You speak English? I'm a Japanese and blah blah blah.." I stunned.. But later regretted not speaking to him in Japanese.. :( WHY WHY WHY?!!! WHY I ALWAYS STUNNED AND END UP NOT SAYING ANYTHING?!! :(((((( He was asking the time for the buffet.. He said he would be back later, but I didnt see him after that.. Maybe I was too busy also.. Quite good-looking guy.. HOHOHO.. :P Other than the Japanese, I also saw 2 koreans!! XDDD One of them very shuai!! OMG OMG OMG!! XDDD Okay, that's not the end of it.. There was this guy who came at the end, when we were almost closing the buffet.. Dunno if he's Japanese or Korean, but he really look like either of them!! Haha.. Shuai ge yi ge.. :X

Oh oh, during work, I dropped a wine glass while trying to open the stubborn door.. :( Luckily never break, just that the plain water spilled.. :X Also because the flooring was carpet.. Faster picked it up and returned it to the collection point.. Oh, at the collection point. There was 2 guys who would always congratulate me whenever I successfully use one hand to place the plates on the table they were at.. LOL!! Cuz it was too heavy for me to carry using one hand.. But after a few more practise, I got better.. :) LOL!! But that sorta put a smile on my face.. :)

After work, I went off with the 2 guys who were assigned at level 5, and den later met the 3 guys whom I was with in the morning.. All of us were going to get our stamp for the pay voucher.. But I had to go get my bag, so the 2 guys accompanied me to get my bag at level 4. Actually it was the guy I was working with that said, we go tgt, cuz I said I duno how to get to the office.. :X Thankfully.. :D After getting my bag, den later duno why, in our group of 3, the other guy was arguing about working time and stuff.. So he wanted to work longer and we went back to level 5 again, and we met Yi Fei.. We walked a long way until we finally reached the office and got our stamps.. Later we parted, cuz they were supposed to be working full day, while for me I've got Kumon later on.. Faster went off to Kumon..

It was a good experience.. Havent seen the casino yet.. Hahaha.. Monday.. :) Went to collect my pay ytd le.. Though work was tough, but the ppl there made it more bearable.. :) So I had a good day there.. :)
人与人之间就是应该这样，扶持着对方。:)
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22nd - 23rd Sep:
Daiko Chalet!! It was on 22nd - 24th Sep actually, but I only stayed for one day.. Went off early on the 2nd day to meet another group of friends whom I havent met for almost 1 year plus le..

Actually woke up early to pack my bag and to go Orchard to get my pay.. But in the end, cuz it was lunch time, I didnt manage to get my pay, so went to school staight.. Grabbed Mr Bean pancake and soymilk on the way to school.. Hungry.. Didnt have my breakfast and lunch yet.. :X Travelled to the chalet with the others who were helping to buy the chalet stuff: Xiao Blink, Xiaomei, Bobby, Wink Wink, ZayLinn, Jarad, Jasper.. :D Reached Pasir Ris. Bobby wanted to get Poker cards, so Wink Wink, Bobby and me went Comics Connection to get them.. He wanted to get 2NE1's though, but in the end got SNSD's.. Couldnt resist my temptations anymore.. :X Almost grabbed DBSK's poker cards, but in the end, I got 1 jaejoong photo, 1 masuda photo and 1 SHINee nametag.. :3 I cant stay any longer.. Cuz I think I would end up wanting alot of stuff.. But luckily, the price held me back, which is good.. :) Kyaaaa~~~ Wink Wink gave me Kim JaeJoong's nametag!! AWWWWW~~~~ SUPER HAPPY!! XDDDD *loves loves* They are still inside Tohjo's stomach though.. Havent take them out.. Dunno where to pin them now.. @_@ Wanted to pin at Tohjo's strap, but scared I will end up breaking them accidentally.. :X Anyway, walked to the chalet, got a bit blur cuz we ended up at the wrong chalet with no one around.. Looks a bit creepy though.. But inside downtown east was equally deserted.. Hahaha.. As if the whole place was ours.. :X

Some of them went to buy the chalet stuff while the others stayed at Chalet to wait for the other Daikoreans to arrive.. :D Went to meet the other daikoreans who went to buy the chalet stuff.. And soon after, almost all of the daikoreans came.. BBQ started.. We had 2 pits, but only used one.. They started off with Marshmallow roasting.. And the first marshmallow I roasted caught fire.. =.= I was still holding to it, and "AHHH"-ing.. LOL!! Funny sia.. XDDD Stayed near the BBQ area mainly, didnt go inside the chalet.. A kitten came along.. It was afraid, and hungry.. One of its eyes was gone.. And the other one, looks like its sight is not very good as well.. Its tail also got tied up before, so it's curled up like a bob.. :( Whoever did that deserves double of it.. Seriously.. What the hell lah!! :((((((( Poor kitten.. :( But later after we fed it with food, it got closer to us, didnt run away at the sight of us le.. But still afraid though.. We named it Buahh, cuz it was rubbing itself against us.. Hahaha.. Mark scent.. :P

Had mooncake (normal w/o yolk, single yolk, durian) and after that, had a walk outside the chalet with Emily.. Realised that attire which they allow and disallow at Wild Wild Wet.. Ooo.. Went back to chalet to realised that Xiao Blink and Blink Blink was dancing to Lucifer!! KYAAAA~~ XDDD I end up sitting at the "VIP seat", watching them dance.. XD Just started learning the front part.. Haha.. Xiao Blink taught me a bit, but that alone is enough to make me blur.. :X Blink Blink asked me to join them, but I didnt wan to.. :X Hahaha.. Saw Wink Wink standing beside me, asking me to join them.. All seems eager to see me dance, but my knee is not in a very good state now.. :( It hurt on the first day of chalet, before I went to bed.. Anyway, I realised something: I cant dance, but I know how to teach!! OMG.. Hahaha.. Very strange indeed.. :P Bobby suddenly mentioned about Hallyu Concert, and I attention immediately changed to that.. Hahaha.. Ran inside the room excitedly.. XDDD Of course, the main focus was SHINee!! XDDD Sadded.. No more DBSK le.. :(((

Managed to escape from King's Cup Drinking Game cuz Xiao Blink was out from bath, and I'm the next going to bathe.. :P Was disturbed halfway while bathing, by the group of ppl playing King's Cup cuz they drank too much water.. All wanted to go toilet.. LOL!! Came out soon after and the others was playing Wii.. I forgot when was Kendric's Birthday Celebration, but it was somewhere after I came out from bathe ba? Dun really rmb.. :X Xiaomei and Po Heng smashed his head into the cake.. @_@ Scary.. I wanted to eat the cake de.. But still ate some.. Me and Emily wanted to eat cake, dun care.. :P Blink Blink very funny, cuz I rubbed my tummy (cuz got gas, den a bit pain, but i never say), den he tot I very full, so he said: "If you are full, I can help u eat de, no need to force yourself.." Den later when Emily was passing him the cake, he gave an "eeyer" expression.. =.=

Was back inside the chalet and the others continued with their Wii.. Wendy and Lao Da went to sleep.. I was floating around, dunno what to do.. :X Den in the end, watch them play Wii until I felt sleepy and went to sleep also.. Keep hearing ppl walking in and out of the room, whenever they come in, I would wake up.. =.= Den in the end, a bit bu shuang, cuz the voice really too loud to sleep.. Asked the ppl who came in to talk softer.. :X Den once, Wendy woke up to go toilet, den could hear that others also fighting to use the toilet also, must have been the King's cup.. Hahaha.. Den heard Blink Blink asking Wendy want to go see sunset anot.. OMG!! Almost burst out laughing, seriously.. :X HAHAHA!! Shhhh.. Erhem.. Hahahaha.. :P Oh, when I finally woke up, was when the others called me, saying that my phone rang.. Managed to stop it ringing for the 2nd time.. Hahaha..

Went to eat breakfast with Lao Da and Wendy.. :D First time eating Burger King's breakfast.. The bacon a bit hard sia.. :X Should have ordered Ham instead.. D: But never mind.. Saw a board saying "Quick Pick" and we had a joke about Xiao Pick.. HAHAHAHAHA!! :P Chatted quite a bit, happy and unhappy stuff.. A bit like a HTHT session though.. :) Den later, received call from Blink Blink to help him buy breakfast.. =.= We went NTUC to get drinks for chalet first before actually doing that..

Went back, after looking at guy's hairstyle with Blink Blink, and also watching some MVs on Bobby's laptop, went on to play Taiko no Tatsujin with Wendy!! XDDD We went to challenge the songs where no one actually succeeded in passing the song.. :D Jazz is hard sia.. OMG.. @_@ The beats is not really uniform de.. :S Other than playing with Taiko no Tatsujin (the most popular game in the chalet), we played Heart Attack (Piak Piak's style) along with the restriction cards, after lunch.. :D All the guys + Wendy + Emily went for Wild Wild Wet instead.. Went to bathe at 2plus cuz need to leave at 3pm. Den after coming out from bath, realised that my inbox jam sia.. And cuz of that, we missed the chance of seeing Blink Blink's new hairstyle!! :X Sorry guys..

Anyway, went to meet my MOE clique for our Mid-Autumn Festival at Central!! :D Went Marutama to have ramen again, i suggested.. Hahaha.. After that we walked to a bridge near Liang Court to play with our sparklers.. Saw a bus bearing a korean signboard at the side of the bus sia.. Dun understand a thing.. :X Saw a limousine car.. OMG.. Super grand and long car lah!! When I wanted to take a shot of it, the driver drove away.. =.= Anyway, we tried to do the long exposure sparklers shot to do "I love MOE".. But tried alot of times but still failed.. Gave up trying eventually.. We did a lot of Zi Pai group photo also.. Hahaha.. Bus-ed home after that, feeling super duper tired.. Cuz of the chalet.. OMG, didnt know that Eng Chiew was stalking me on fb on the Super Junior members I like lah.. HAHAHA!! A bit shocked though.. @_@
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One very important group of ppl I have to apologise: S Club / OG 10.
Sorry, I was having dilemmas while deciding whether to join u all for the Mid-Autumn Celebration.. :( Had some reasons why I stayed on at chalet, instead of joining u all for the celebration.. One of it, is cuz of the travelling time, and it's tiring to travel such a long way back.. Sorry.. Though it's a tradition every year, but still, book me beforehand ba.. I think it'll be better that way.. I can jot down the dates and record on my calendar also..

HUA

2010-09-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

HUAHUAHUAHUAHUA!!

Started my part-time job at Marina Bay Casino (MBC) on Friday.. And immediately after that, I went to Kumon for work.. :X It's like working for the whole day.. It's tiring, super.. @_@ Anyway, I've met really nice people there.. Maybe cuz I'm a part-timer, and I look like gong gong one.. @_@ Hahahaha..

Cant talk much cuz tml morning need to go Daiko, I'll promise to update my first day of work ya? Cuz i got alot to talk about.. Nites all!! Rest well!! :)

Stress Syndrome

2010-09-16T18:09:00.002+08:00

i think some sort of stress is coming back..
keep feeling chest pain (most probably the rib).. D:
happened before though, twice in the past.. like something is grabbing my rib, making it painful and difficult to breathe at the same time..
Hopefully it goes away soon.. :(
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Rewatching SHINee's Hello Baby from start.. :) Yoogeun is super cute!! XDD
Starting my 2nd part time job soon le yo!!
I know I'm always saying this.. But this time, I'm really going to be super busy..
Dun think I even have time to take good care of myself ba..
Realised that I would be missing out a bit on Daiko stuff also, due to other commitments.. :(

Sometimes it's hard to make a decision over what is important..
Spiritual and Survival..
What would you choose?

没时间想其他的...
要把自己喂饱，才能有精力去做其他的事...
或许吧...
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나모리가아빠요...

gone with the wind

2010-09-09T17:59:00.003+08:00

alot of times.. i feel that my words are nothing..
it's gone with the wind again.. *waves goodbye*
kinda used to it.. but when i think of it.. it's kinda sad also..
maybe i should be back to my other self..
just keep everything to myself..
nobody's listening.. why should i even talk?

i duno how to say no..
i duno how to keep firm to my stand..
heart too soft le.. :(
你总是心太软，心太软...
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i agree with pam's fb status about everyone only thinking about themselves nowadays..
even that day while having HTHT, i could feel it.. while taking about Yu Jeong's departure to Philipines..
Feel kinda sad..
But this reality..
What can we do?
Idk..
Looks like it's considered to be stupid to be thinking of others, rather than something admirable..
Bleah, current society..
Even in studies..
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pre-booking me is still a must!!
cuz u never know when im not free..
calendar of events is building up again.. and soon enough, the whole of september will be gone..

Understanding

2010-09-05T21:38:00.003+08:00

Key from SHINee

Fell in love with his smile.. @_@ Not this smile though.. Hahaha.. I like his smile alot.. ^^ Saw that smile on one of the video which I happen to come across.. :3 Saw it for just that short short while.. Hahaha.. Okay lah, i shall not continue le.. If not you all will start saying me hua chi.. :X
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不要再说：“不能放太多感情，最后伤的最多的是自己” 这样的话
把感情投入朋友的身上，没错啊

Though it's true, but still I want to put my feelings in..
If no one will, then what will become of friendship?
Just a term?
That is how most adults are ba.. *dislike*
Even though I can understand why..

喜欢一个人，不需要理由的，不是吗？
Something I said ytd..
And I got "WAHHH" from that.. LOL!!
Just stating my point of view.. Haha..
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Please try to understand me..
I dont know why, but I always have this barrier with people, especially those that im not close with in particular..
It's not I'm being hostile to people or what..
It's just this invisible barrier which I dunno how to say.. =(
I feel bad for those who I dun talk to..
But I'm already trying hard liao..
But still.. Lost at what to talk with the person..
And this is one reason I like people who can keep talking and talking and doesnt mind it when you dun talk as much.. :) I have quite a couple of friends who are liddat.. :)
Maybe I just need more time.. A lot more time as compared to other people..

Direction

2010-09-04T02:04:00.003+08:00

I wanna fulfill that dream of mine!! RAWR!! Keep seeing those nice hoodies which korean artistes wears.. Xian mu, xian mu!! D:
Why doesnt Singapore has them.. =( Mey~

Got the photos which I went to develop last Friday.. :) The kajok outing photos.. :D Lomo fisheye2 is fun!! ^^ Some shots could have been better, but first attempt can get such results already quite good le.. :D Shall experiment more when I have extra money at hand.. Haha.. But overall, I'm satisfied with the photos.. All uploaded on fb, under the folder: "Mini Family Outing" :D

Thursday was the YEP trip to vietnam interview.. Got to know more details of the trip.. And seems like quite alot of commitment is needed.. Hopefully everything goes smoothly.. Den can go there le.. :D

Other than the interview, I was happily fangirling Key from SHINee with WinkWink while doing my report.. XD Bei dian dao by him in one of the videos I happen to find of him on the web.. His smile.. Awww~~ *___* Idol jiu shi idol.. Hahaha.. Didnt realise that he got double eyelid until I saw it in some of the photos.. His is inside de!!

Saw a guy wearing a jersey and at the back it says: "Lucifer" and the number "7". O___O And ytd I saw a monk at Dover mrt, and the first thing which came to my mind was the gag version of Lucifer which WinkWink tagged us.. XDDD OMG.. Almost burst out laughing when I tot of that scene.. :X

Idk why, but I cant link alot of language to English.. Oh no.. D: That's bad I think.. I can link Korean grammar to Japanese grammar though.. :X Recently, I have this habit of replying in Japanese, maybe because of my Japanese status update on Twitter.. And I'm even starting to think of sentences first in Japanese in my mind and then later trying to convert it to other language.. Weird..

My hair grow long liao!! I think it grew at least 3cm longer in just a month? Hahaha.. Thinking of cutting shorter.. :P Since it's short already, might as well cut something unusual.. HOHOHO!! But i guess there'll be alot of objections ba.. Pei Hong would be one of them.. :X

It takes me forever to off the com and finally go to sleep.. Haha..
But well.. I'm going to already.. Cuz my eyes are closing!!
Only slept for 2 hours this morning..
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I realised I have a soft spot for hoodies and white colour :3

I think I'm free already..
Somewhere up in my mind.. :)

changed..

2010-09-01T18:12:00.003+08:00

a change of blogskin.. :)

not on purpose, but just so happened that i chose a blogskin which doesnt have codes for past entries again.. =x
like the simplicity of the codes.. :) still got a few which i like alot.. but in the end.. decided on this..

it's another new start.. :)
hopefully i dun make the page too length again.. haha.. =x
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i dreamt of broken bachis.. forgotten ppl.. and something else..
woke up in a dreamy state though..
with warmth.. :3

戦う

2010-08-27T16:18:00.003+08:00

I wanna climb high up in the sky..
Touching the clouds and the rainbow..
Reaching out for what I want..
And what I dream of..
Nothing is impossible, unless you yourself think so..
No use would it be if words of encouragement just goes in from one ear and goes out from another..
Only you yourself can make the difference..
The fight is yours..
The choice is yours..
Dun underestimate your own strength, and what you can do to change the world..

Every little effort counts, as when accumulated, it becomes a big effort..
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with that in mind..
i tried ways to get to closer the distance between the current me and my dream..
i should start planning.. :)
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I still have that little dream in my mind..
And I'm constantly thinking of it.. :)

End of YOG

2010-08-26T01:25:00.002+08:00

Just now marks the last day of our YOG performance.. YAY~~
Finally it's over~ Phew.. It was a great experience.. Especially watching Judo competition live!! XDDD Though dunno how they count the points, but was wow-ing and wahh-ing just now while watching.. A bit noisy me.. :X Hahaha!! :X And I support one gal from Japan!! XDDD Very cool gal!! XDDD Forgot her name le.. :X But never mind.. Hahaha.. Her first round was super fast lah!! I didnt get to see her second round though.. Sadded.. Cuz we had to prepare for our second performance..

Tomorrow is the Closing Ceremony of YOG!! And tml is a very packed day for me!! Morning I'm meeting Pei Hong at BPP Mac for Breakfast!! XDD A very long ago promise.. Hahaha.. Den after that I'm meeting cousin Daphy at Bugis to get her birthday decoration stuff.. Den after that most probably going to meet the Japanese students with Xiaomei ba.. :) Since it's at Bugis also.. :)
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I've gained 2 new nicknames during this YOG period.. One is Kinoko Oneechan.. =.= (Must have originated from the "Kinoko-kun" thingy.. =.= and fyi, kinoko means mushroom in japanese) And another one is mushroom no.2.. =.= (But im already growing out of that state already!! My hair grew longer le!! And this morning, I found out that it grew even longer le.. the back.. no mushroom lor!! and no more that Detroit Metal City character le lah!! =.=)
Yay!! Time to cut my fringe again, cuz it grew long again!! Dunno what to cut again.. Later cut back bangs again, den mum surely say me again.. =.= Dunno lah, see how first.. Hahaha..
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I LOVE MY FAMILY!!
I LOVE MY HOME!!
I LOVE DAIKO!!
I LOVE SCLUB / OG10!!
I LOVE KAJOK!!
I LOVE DAIKOREANS!!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!

就单纯的喜欢
没为什么

糸

2010-08-24T20:01:00.003+08:00

just learned one song in less than an hour? hahaha.. 月亮代表我的心 cut short version.. :X And I'm playing it not in a very guitar way.. :X Never mind lah.. :P Just playing for fun de.. XD

Finished watching Akai Ito just now.. It's the cut short version of the Drama!! But cut short of stuff.. And alot of things!! OMG.. I should have watched Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu instead!! @_@ But never mind.. Finally watched the movie!! So happy.. :))))) Unfulfilled wish eh? Hahaha.. Sorta.. Learned about something again from the movie.. :) At the back of the movie, it says "to be continued.." OMG!! Really? If it's true, den I'll be looking forward to it.. Really!! Cuz I think the drama also didnt have an ending to the story.. My wish of wanting to get the novel still holds.. :)))) In fact, other than Akai Ito, I also wanna get Koizora's novel!! Saw Kurosagi's novel as well that time at Kinokuniya..
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Something from Akai Ito:
「もしも、運命の人が、貴方だとしたら・・・
　この恋が、終わりを告げたとしても
　また、巡り会えるよ」

私がそう思ってたんだ

a fully-packed sunday

2010-08-23T13:17:00.005+08:00

Listening to: MONKEY MAJIK BEST ~10 years & Forever~

MONKEY MAJIK's another of my favourite boyband, other than Tohoshinki.. XD I like their music.. One word I would use to describe their music is: Soothing. :D Is one boyband which I introduce to u all, if u really like those soothing music. :D And they make me feel positive after listening.. :)))))

Ytd my uncle gave me my cousin's guitar.. Hahaha.. XD Was playing with it just now, trying to get the notes right.. But still, I think keyboard are way easier compared to guitar.. :X Maybe cuz I grew up with a keyboard, so I understand keyboard more ba.. Was trying to play the Boys Over Flower theme just now.. Haha.. But I keep getting stuck at the first few lines only!! D: Never mind, practise more.. Hahaha.. XD

Went K Box with Huimin, Fumin, Mun Jee, Vivien and Yu Jeong ytd.. Yu Jeong's singing is.. OMG!! Haha.. Cuz he dare to sing out loud, that's why ba.. For me, my voice will shrink whenever I hear my voice through the microphone.. @_@ Den in one of the song, I cant hear myself, so I end up covering one side of my ears to sing.. Haha.. And and and!! I cant sing Korean songs!!! T.T Mainly cuz all the songs chosen are all kpop songs.. Hahaha.. I literally stare at the rows and rows of words flash past lah.. @_@ Never mind.. Hahaha.. Thinking of keeping a lyrics book.. But will take up alot of time sia.. Might aid in my Korean Language studies though.. :)

My phone very imba ytd.. Ytd after mum called, my phone de batt from 2 bar became 1 bar.. Den after that I continue to sms, sms until it came back to 2 bar.. LOL!! Video-ed Yu Jeong's singing and he became very shy.. Hahaha.. He managed to stop ah min's video-ing but not mine.. Hahahah.. But den my video stopped shortly after cuz memory not enough.. @_@ He sang better when there's no video-ing lor.. D:

Saturday was our YOG performance, day 1. :D Performed Chun Feng / SOK.. YAY!! And we were on tv!! OMG.. @_@ Managed to see it on tv ytd night when I reached home.. :3 Twice.. Hehehe.. :D
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家族見たいの友達.. :D

痛くて

2010-08-20T22:13:00.003+08:00

To all readers.. I'm not really in a very "UP" mood now..
I'm not happy.. :'(
Really..
Have been feeling around the same for the same 2 days.. :'(
Someone gave me alot of pats today, ask me dun be sad..
But at that point of time, I wasnt feeling so, so I said: "no ah, im not sad liao.."
But now, I'm back to that down state..

心痛到哭了
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心が痛い
ちょー痛い
涙が出た

Kajok Outing

2010-08-16T23:56:00.002+08:00

Finally had our 1st family outing after sooooooo long!!!! XDDD
Everyone was present!! Thankfully.. :)))) Even our Emily made time to come down to meet us after her lab.. XDDD So we have 6 ppl today!! XD Emily (Ajuma), Jianhui (Blink Blink), Xue Qi (Xiao Blink), Pei Jin (Piak Piak), Ying Lin (Xiao Mei), Me (Ah Piak).. :D

But as usual, Blink Blink is late.. D: Keep dun wan to tell me where he is when we need to know whether to wait for him anot lah.. =.= Must have been spending alot of time da ban at home.. Hahaha.. So Xiao Mei, Piak Piak, Xiao Blink and me went arcade for a while.. XD Played the 'TECHNIKA" game.. Quite nice.. XD But im not so much of a rythmn game person.. :X Hahaha.. Nice lah.. I like that game machine.. XD Like the jukebox one.. Hehe.. :P

And the previous day, we already decided on watching "Love in Disguise" so went to buy the tickets tgt before arcade.. :D Quite a nice movie I would say.. Alot of funny parts.. XDDD Cant stop laughing lah.. XD And Wang Lee Hom is cool!! Beginning to like his singing even more!! :3 And I like hugging Tohjo while watching the movies!! XDDD Very nice to hug lah!! XDDD Oh, and my new specs almost made me fall down while going the steps while on the way out of the cinema theatre.. @_@ My eyes still havent adapt to it.. And I dun wear it very often. @_@ Scary.. @_@

Had lunch before movies at Kim's Family Restaurant. :) My 2nd korean restaurant I went. :D The 1st one was last Monday. :) With SClub / OG10 + Yu Jeong.. XD Both are mained by korean staff. :D I would say that both places de korean cuisine are nice!! XDD Not totally a fan of korean cuisine though but I like their pork the most!! XDDD Hahahaha!! We vandalised the wall.. Leaving our mark behind.. :D (eh.. that is because other ppl also did that!!) I wrote my Dong Bang Shin Ki + Jae Joong. :3 Ate until quite full, den we moved on to 2 shops next to Udders Ice-Cream!! XDD Weee~~ Me and Xiao Blink shared 2 scoops of Mao Shan Wang + Cookies and Cream. While Xiao Mei and Blink Blink shared 2 scoops of Mint (with choco balls) + Pear Sorbet, Ajuma and Piak Piak shared 2 scoops of Vamilla + D24 Durian. YAY~!!! ICE CREAM RULES.. HOHO!! X3 I like the Pear Sorbet as well!! :D

Piak Piak keep wanting to take photo of my =3= expression, den i dun wan. keep giving her weird weird expressions and stuck out my tongue while she was taking the photo. Hahaha!! We bus-ed back to Bukit Batok for our movies, followed by shopping at Shop n Save for our dinner ingredients.. :D It was fun, trying to decide what to cook at Xiao Blink's house.. XD Long time never cook liao.. Hahaha.. OMG lah.. They were like calling me: "dajie, choose the carrot........ dajie, choose the tomato........ dajie, choose the broccoli...... dajie, choose the fish...... dajie...." HAHAHA!! Dun dare to say that I'm super good at choosing stuff, but at least know how to choose.. :D We even bought ice cream for our dessert! Hahaha..

Travelled to Xiao Blink's house with the ingredients.. Started to cut up all the stuff. And prepared our soup first, since it takes a longer time compared to the other dishes.. And I think it's the first time you would see daikoreans crowding at the kitchen basin area, trying to peel potatoes, wash vegetables, cutting vegetables, and etc ba.. Hahaha.. Piak Piak was happily taking photos of us after she was done with hers. Haha.. And u know, I saw alot of weird weird stuff lah.. Hahaha.. Like soaking the whole carrot (havent cut de), still got alot which I dun rmb le.. But never mind, first time uh? XDDD Tot I could fry the vege, but in the end, when I heard the oil splattering sound.. Xiao Mei took over the job.. :X Thanks xiao mei~~ :D I paid more attention to the soup though.. My favourite soup!! XDD But I've never cooked before, so it didnt taste as nice as mum's.. D: Meat not enough. We had 1 soup + 5 dishes (Black Pepper Chicken, Teriyaki Chicken, Fried Cheese Egg, Xiao Bai Cai with Oyster Sauce, Broccoli with Mushroom).. XD Rice not enough but we still ate until very full.. And the meal seems super fulfilling cuz everyone put in their effort in preparing.. :)))) Enjoyed our own labour of fruits.. :D

After dinner was Mahjong + Poker Card Games.. XD Took out my fisheye2 to try, and the flash almost blinded everyone.. Hahahaha!! Powerfully leh!! XDDD Played in between and Black Jack. Due to the fact that we were too full to finish our ice cream, we made it a forfeit instead. So losers have to eat the ice cream.. Hohoho!! Mahjong made me, Piak Piak, Xiao Blink and Blink Blink almost fall asleep lah.. Partly cuz we were full.. @_@ Xiao Blink's house de tiles quite special, cuz is specially engraved de, specially requested by her grandpa. :) Cuz mahjong was making us very sleepy, so asked Ajuma and Xiao Mei to join us in the game of heart attack. Got 2 different versions.. :D One of I play before with SClub / OG10. :D The other one I also play before actually. Haha. Both are nice, thrilling. Hehehe.. We went screaming so loud that Xiao Blink's mum came in and remind us not to disturb the neighbours.. :X I'm one victim of Ajuma's slap-hand forfeit.. @_@ Cuz whenever she hit the others hand, I will kena from the cane part of the 'ai de xiao shou'. T.T Like kena caned or something.. Heng, go home dun have liao.. HOHO!! XD And Blink Blink keep hiccup-ing while playing the game halfway lah!! HAHAHAHA!! Made us laugh non-stop cuz of his hiccups!! XDDD

Finally went home when it's 11pm.. :X Had so much fun that we didnt want to leave. :X We ended everything with photo-taking session. XD Me using up the remaining fisheye2 films to experiment on some stuff, Piak Piak's timer photo-taking, and also Ajuma with her timer photo-taking also!! :D Bus-ed and trained home.. :) Exhausted though.. But really enjoyed myself alot!! XDDD Will be washing out the photos in digital format soon ba.. See when I'm free.. :)

And today, I officially name my Lomography Fisheye2 Camera as Xiao Bai. :) In jap, I just wanted to name it Shiroi.. Hahaha.. My favourite colour leh!! XDDD Used it for the first time today!! I guess I'll be bringing it out whenever there is special occasions.. XD

Emily got a new nickname!! Which is cuckoo clock!! Hahaha.. Reason being she was constantly reminding us of the timing when we were at Xiao Blink's house.. Hahaha!!

Today I'm a bit blur.. Other than the things I prepared beforehand while packing my bag ytd.. The others I totally forgot!! Like me having to withdraw money and also top up my ez-link card. I end up spending $4 on bus.. D: Which I could have saved a bit..
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Next time, it shall be discreet..
Sometimes you just want a few friends to meet up also cannot ma?
No need to always treat it as a CCA outing?
Plus, it's very rare for us to be able to meet up..
Maybe I made that mistake of discussing it so openly, but next time I know what to do liao..
Dun take this section's post personal, cuz it's just my thoughts..
Maybe I still dun understand some stuff ba..
Some things which I know, but dun think I should say, and will not say..
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It's not easy to meet friends that can become like families.. :)
So whenever I meet such ppl, I treasure them more than anything else.. :)
SClub, OG10, Daikoreans, Kajok..

I'm still trying to capture all my memories.. :)
In case one day if I lose them, at least I know they appeared in my life before..
And that these ppl are not forgotten..
大切な人達

Lost It

2010-08-15T00:42:00.003+08:00

Almost did a silly thing just now..
I think I lost my mind or something..
Still trying to calm myself down..
Cant lift up my mood now..
Nothing can..
Wuuhuu....... T.T

When fear settles in, escape seems to be the only option for me..
I dun wan to go back to the same state as I was in JC!! TOT
No one realised that I'm not living for the sake of myself, ever since that day..
当世界不需要我的时候
也是我离开的时候
Not that it's easy to keep myself alive..
Amidst all the fear and sorrow, where no one can bring me out from..
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其实外表坚强的人
内心一点都不强
そんなに簡単なことじゃないよ～！=(

YOG Break

2010-08-12T17:53:00.003+08:00

Lomo Lubitel 166+

I think I saw the white colour one ytd. :)

It's YOG break!! But definitely not holidays again!! Cuz there's assignments to do, and my schedule is very packed.. Today is one privileged day to be staying at home after Kumon. Hohoho!! Must stay at home liao, cuz these few days keep going out den see something i like, den i buy.. :X Cannot liddat!! I'll go pokkai de!! D: Den liddat end-of-year vietnam photography trip jiu cannot go liao.. TOT

Anyway, still got things i saw and I wanna buy!! :X
- Top with hoodie XDDD
- Lomography Camera (Lomo Lubitel 166+) (White/Black)
- Fuji Instax Mini 7 (White)
- Keyboard (Korg)

Shall start on my work!! HOHOHO!! XDDD
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I'm grateful to be able to know friends who are like current - they push me forward.. :)
Doing something now, hopefully it succeeds.. :)

LQ's 22nd!!

2010-08-10T01:58:00.003+08:00

Had a wonderful day ice skating and korean dinner at Ju Shin Jung!! :)
It was Li Qin's Birthday Celebration!! :D Did it on National Day cuz that's the free day which we had among all of us.. We had Fumin, Huimin, Li Qin, Mun Jee, Pammy, Vivien, Yu Jeong, me!! XD
Before ice-skating, we went arcade cuz they were doing ice-resurfacing. Bishi Bashi time!! :D They didnt have the toy which I was looking for, so didnt try any toy-grab machines.. D: No Taiko no Tatsujin also..
Had a great time ice skating.. XDDD It was my first try though.. Managed to learn how to slide a bit on the ice!! XDDD All thanks to Yu Jeong, Vivien, Li Qin, Hui Min.. :D Hahaha.. Li Qin and Vivien was teaching the basics.. Den Huimin was practising with me, sorta completing levels.. XD Den Yu Jeong was teaching me to skate faster.. @_@ Fell down once, after Huimin used the steel support thingy, I went off on my own and fell a while later.. @_@ Didnt know how to get up sia.. @_@ But it was fun!! XDDD Yay!! I did another thing which I really wanted to do.. :) Always admired ppl who could ice-skate..(this applies to those who can dance also) Though for me, it's okay to hold hands with friends.. But when holding hands with guys, I still find it a bit weird.. @_@ But when skating, I think u just want to grab anyone nearby so you can better balance yourself ba..

Awfully Chocolate is Awwwww~~~~ Chocolatey~~ :3
Saw Piak Piak's favourite Usavich!! XDDD Yay!! I finally rmb-ed it's name!! :D 2 different ones..

After that was dinner at Ju Shin Jung.. :D The taxi driver dropped us off at Mac instead of the initial place!! RAWR!! In the end, we had to walk somewhere further down before we could reach the restaurant.. Heng, not too far.. We had a Korean waitress serving us and Yu Jeong spoke to her instead cuz we had a bit of difficulty in communicating.. Hahaha.. U know, we got alot of free food!! Maybe cuz of Yu Jeong.. Hahaha!! XDDD Dinner there was awesomely good!! X3 I love the chicken ginseng soup, mashed potato, bbq pork, steamed egg.. WHOOOO~~ The steamed egg is a must-try!! XDDD Nicer than Chawanmushi lor!! (erm.. actually i think my mum de steamed egg nicer than Chawanmushi. hahaha!! XD) One of the nicest ways to cook eggs!! X3 Though ex, but I think it's valued for money.. :D My first time eating Korean cuisine, and I'm starting to like it!! :3
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alot of misleading posts.. sorry!!
just my random thoughts.. and it may apply to you wor!! hahahaha!!
-- 周杰伦「超人不会飞」

Daiko National Day Performance (Tanjong Pagar)

2010-08-07T16:41:00.005+08:00

Hey yo!! Waiting for Daiko Performance at Tanjong Pagar later at 7pm. :DDD
Hope our performance will be a success!! :D And hopefully my bachi wont fly cuz it's too wet.. :X
Trained alot of basics today, and of course Mizu!! :3
Need to train more on basics le!! Whenever they go fast, I'll start to get lost.. Cuz cant really control my wrist.. @_@
I chipped the shimei bachi sticks quite alot while playing Mizu.. @_@ And once, the bachi accidentally hit the shimei, and it flew so high up in the air.. @_@
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Had dinner with Dear niece Xiao Blink on Thursday.. :) Went Sumo House to eat. Hahaha.. U know we wanted to eat the same 2 udons. XDDD Curry Chicken Udon and also Tempura Udon. :3 In the end, i ate the Tempura one while Xiao Blink ate the Curry Chicken one. :DDD Happen to see Leo on the way there and i didnt know that he was going Sumo House as well, until I saw him there. Hahahaha.. So coincidental lah!! XD Chatted alot with Xiao Blink, about Daikoreans.. Hohoho.. :X And also talked a bit about school stuff. Was a bit exhausted cuz it was a long day.. But I enjoyed dinner!! XD

At night, we were discussing about having our family ice cream feast.. XDDD With Xiao Blink, Piak Piak, Blink Blink, Blink Sao and Xiaomei. :) In the end, cuz I wanted to watch "Streetdance" so I think we would be watcing that on the day we having family ice cream feast. XDDD Still in the midst of planning.. It's already decided on 16th Aug(Mon) though.. :3
For now, make sure that I dun fall sick!! HAHAHA!! :)
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Had a super duper good sleep ytd. Slept till 1240 and went to work at 230pm till night time. @_@ I practically worked for 7hours plus.. OMG.. @_@ Got home at around 10plus.. Quite late.. Facebooked and transferred some photos into my laptop.

Wore my old white specs ytd and today.. Didnt want to have such a clear vision. No need also.. Haha.. Since I'm not having lecture.. Dun wan to strain my eyes so much..
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I feel out of the place.. :/

Daiko AGM + Yu Jeong's Bdae

2010-08-05T15:54:00.002+08:00

Daiko AGM was on Saturday (31st July 2010). :) I was in Pink Team!! :) Along with Yihui, Yixian, Justina, Emmy, Xiao Pick, Luke, Kendric, Chee Heng. :D We didnt complete the game, sad to say.. But we did have fun during the scavenger hunt!! XD It's like a mini version of Amazing Race.. @_@ To tell the truth, we actually went Ben & Jerry halfway while playing.. Cuz we cant find that place which we are supposed to go there and take pictures!! D: But anyway, Ben & Jerry is super duper nice!! XD Had the Chunky Monkey again!! XD And also Macadamia Chocolate.. :3

Of course, this came with a price to pay.. We had to do 4 forfeits. D:
First one was to apply lipstick. Second was to go around a pole to sing twinkle twinkle little star. Third was to go the thousand hand guan yin. Fourth was to air-drum Fang. Haha. Fun though.. :) But someone wasnt very happy. It was all in the name of fun, isn't it? Dun understand, really.. Alot of ppl kena ambushed on that day.. Firstly was Blink Blink, during the lipstick forfeit. Hahahaha!! XD Pictures? Wait for a while more, uploading on fb.. XD Den was the cheek-pinching thingy.. XDDD Rona tot she could escape from it, but apparently the others got her before everyone went home. Hahaha!! XD Dinner was at Ramen Ten, food was okay. That whole day was in a super full state, so didnt fully enjoy all the meals. Hahaha!! :X

Somehow, I always cant hide things from Piak Piak.. She can see from my expression.. Actually not hard to tell also, cuz everything would just be written on my face.. :X But only she realised.. :) Thanks.. :)
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And Monday midnight was Yu Jeong's Surprise Birthday Celebration!! XD
Meet the others at Petir, who came in Huimin's car. She drove us to her aunt's house. Huimin cooked seaweed soup and we prepared a cake, a card and a bag for him. :) Gave Yu Jeong a surprise at Huimin's aunt's house.. :) We were worrying cuz the candles were going to be out if Yu Jeong didnt come out faster.. Hahaha.. We made the birthday boy tear. :X But glad that he liked the celebration. :D I'm being called a Lego by Huimin lah!! Hahaha.. Cuz of my new specs and my new hairstyle. Hahaha!! Den took photos with Yu Jeong, with me imitating a Lego human. XDDD Hahaha.. Den just nice, the card which Pam made, was Yu Jeong in Lego chef form. XDD
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是你教我什么是朋友
是你教我什么是依赖
是你教我怎么说再见
是你教我怎么面对现实
是你教我怎么放弃
是你教我怎么分享
是你教我怎么笑
是你教我怎么开心地过每一天
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开心果在哪？
看不到，也找不到。
身心疲惫。

自相残杀

2010-08-03T10:47:00.003+08:00

《七步诗》
煮豆持作羹
漉鼓以為汁

萁在釜下燃
豆在釜中泣
本是同根生
相煎何太急
Boiling the beans to create the soup,
filtering them to extract the juice.
The beanstalks were charred amidst the flames,
and of this the beans thus wailed:
"Borne are we of the same root;
should you now burn me with such disregard?"
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I cant understand why ppl would want to fight among themselves..
Really dun understand..
And some people, are they even friends?
知らないなあ。。

Life

2010-07-30T08:52:00.003+08:00

Feels weird to be alone in class now.. But never mind..
Forgot to ask Feng ytd if there's lesson today.. =.=
So Blur Blur is here in class; alone.. T.T
08:58am: okay, Jing Ting came. im not alone. hahaha. XD

Sometimes I see the hi-bye ppl..
After a long while..
Whenever u look at them, they just look at u, look away.. =.=
Yea..
That's how it is..
So dun blame me if I seemed unfriendly..

Brought a DSLR bag without any DSLR body to school today..
Cuz Del didi borrowed it for the sundown festival interview session.. Woah..
But will be getting in back later, so that's why I brought the bag to school today. Haha.
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Breaking Up and Parting is part and parcel of life..
But whenever it happens to the ppl around me, idk what to say to them..
Really.. Can only tell them not to be sad..
I think it's impossible also.. But I really dunno what else to say..
Yes, it'll take some time to recover..
I wont say that it would fully recover, but at least to an extent that it wont hurt so much..
And that they can move on..
Only when looking forward, will they be able to move on..
Might look back at times, at everything that happened - both good and bad..
And friends would sometimes mention their names, and again you are reminded of them..
But it's normal..
Trust me.. It just takes time..
Long or short, depending on the person..
That's all I have to say for now.. Tata~ Back to my work.. :)
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もう思い出せない。自分で決めたんだ。
私の未来はどう、分からないさあ。
でも、今の私毎日楽しく過ごしたい。
これは簡単なことではなく、難しいことでもなく。
生活はどうするは自分で決められるから。

Joke

2010-07-29T16:00:00.002+08:00

1 more day to assignment submission..
Current state: under extreme stress.. moody..
Listening to: SHINee - Lucifer (got more noisy songs to intro to me?)

Tell you all a joke :)
The Tuesday that just passed, I went to my Aunt's house.
Cuz mum and aunt was still outside, so I went to Aunt's house first.
Reached the doorstep, pressed the bell..
Waited.. And pressed the bell again..
And waited.. And pressed the bell again..
Emo... No one open door.. (but suddenly heard someone said hello, turn around after a few seconds later, no one sia.. @_@ but that's not the point)
Den called mum: "I stuck outside Yi Yi's house leh.. No one open door.. :("
Den mum said she reaching in 10 mins time..
So I tot, maybe got void deck wait ba..
Just when I was about to press the lift button, the door opened..
Cousin: "Wah, so it's you!! I tot is some salesgal sia.. I was looking through the doorhole for quite long le.. Seems like someone familiar leh.. But dunno who is it.. Den when you turned around, I recognise your bag!!"
Me: =.=

Got so kua zhang ma???!!! =.= OMG.. Cut hair liao, cousin dun recognise me.. =.= Almost got locked outside the house cuz of that.. =.=
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很多人以为我想不开，所以把头发剪得这么短。
不是啦！=.=

unwavered

2010-07-28T14:53:00.003+08:00

2 more days to assignment submission and I havent done anything!! O_O
To self: WANT TO DIE IS IT!!!??!!!
Self: T.T Dun wan....

Alot of times, looking at the ppl around me..
Whenever they face problems..
I dunno how to console them..
Dunno how to cheer them up..
Dunno what to say to them..
Dunno what to do..
Den in the end, I just end up not saying anything, not doing anything..
Emo-ing along with them.. .__.
But that's not always the case though..
Sometimes I can give advice..
Only sometimes..
And there's very little which I can do..

Whenever I dunno what to do, inside me, I start to panick..
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unwavered..
my mind is strong..

Ended :)

2010-07-27T10:21:00.003+08:00

Yea~ Finally, put an end to it!! :)
Even though felt a bit down at first..
But after thinking it through..
Had that sense of relieve again.. Haha!!
LALALA~~ XD
You're no longer going to bother me le!! HOHOHO!!
Bleah bleah bleah!!!

Secret-keeper no. 2..
Thanks for everthing.. :)
I'll leave that little secret with you..
A secret which I dun wan anyone to know..
Secret-keeper no. 1, case close le..
I'm no longer going to talk about it anymore le.. :)

For now..
Chiong my assignment!! @_@
Try to perfect Mizu!! RAWR!!
And get myself fully recovered!! :D *family ice cream feast!! XDDD*
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我是豆浆!! :D

Listening to your inner thoughts

2010-07-26T13:57:00.002+08:00

I believe that the songs which we listen to can actually tell the others what is on our mind..
Idk, but I have a few incident where I would just sing out lines of a song out of a sudden, after thinking about something..
Well, music is another form of expression, just like art..
Though none can fully describe what we are feeling / experiencing right now..
But it's something which we all can relate to.. :)

I listen to noisy music whenever im feel vexed..
I listen to classical music whenever im feeling calm..
I listen to music with cheerful tone whenever im feeling positive..
I listen to music with sad tone whenever im feeling down..
I listen to pop music whenever im feeling hyper..
I listen to different music depending on my mood actually..

And I have this habit of listening to one song over and over again over a long period of time..
And I'll only change my song only after there's a change of mood..
But when at home.. I would just let the music shuffle and play by itself..
And of course, there are times when I want to venture and find new songs to listen to, I'll switch to radio..
Listening to music through a headphone is (Y)..
Cuz I like giving music attention..
I think it deserves it.. :)
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就单纯的爱音乐。
不敢去追求，是害怕会失去这份爱。

答えられない

2010-07-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

Sorry.. I can't answer your question for now..
Until........
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I just want to keep it to myself..
Sorry for my selfishness.. :(

Daiko Amazing Race 2010

2010-07-24T23:55:00.004+08:00

And today was Daiko's Amazing Race!!! :DDDDDDDDD
Awesome day!! Minus-ing the fact that I was a bit sick and my knee was a bit of a hinder during the race, and also my flu medicine making me less hyper.. It was really a great day for all daikoreans I guess. :D
Was glad that I was able to help in some of the roadblocks and quizzes.. :D Felt useful.. Hahaha.. At times, I'm actually leading them to places which I'm not sure myself.. :X But I know that it was the right direction which we are heading.. :) Little Guilin and also The Bottle Tree.. :D Both very nice places. ^^ Might want to go there again if there's time.. :)
OMG.. I answered super fast for some questions.. Haha.. Like the how many of the months has 28 days.. And also what thing you can only keep after you've given.. HAHAHA!! I just shouted out the answers lah.. OMG..

I think I haven't introduced my group name ba.. We are team WHO!! XD HAHAHA!! XD And we have 8 members in our team: Andhini, Jianhui, Jill, Limin, Wei Jie, Wei Ling, Yi Xian, and me!! :D And our gamemasters are: Issac and Zhi Cai. Issac always starts every quiz session with his 'deng deng deng den' "QUIZ TIME!!" *pointing out one finger* LOL!! Very qian bian at times. HAHA!! :X Zhi Cai and Issac both came out quite lame jokes on the MRT.. OMG.. Cold dao.. @_@ We very heng, cuz never kena the 十指交扣 forfeit.. XD But the 如花 one was bad enough for us.. @_@ I almost kena twice lah.. =.= Once is good enough liao.. More than once? No thanks.. Hahaha!! Actually mine, when the stocking was in, it was a bit loose liao.. So it wasnt so bad.. Hahaha!!

I can say that I've enjoyed myself alot during the Amazing Race!! XDDD Ate alot of nice stuff, even though all heaty.. And went to alot of places which I havent been to before.. XDDD And awesome WHO members!! XDD WHO ARE WE? WE ARE WHO!! XDDD WHOOOO~~~ XDDD Racing against time was the best part I think.. XD Maybe cuz I havent been running for quite a while le ba.. So when we had to run ytd, I was quite happy. LOL!! I like running.. But not those which are under stress de.. Just running in my own pace..

Everyone is a winner in the amazing race.. :)
And i think it bonded us more than ever.. :)
Many thanks to the organisers and also all the other daikoreans.. :D And of course, WHO!! :D
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In my mind I was thinking: Just run!! Anything else doesnt matter..
Even if my knee doesnt allow me.. I still wanna run..
I rmb from Sachoom dance musical. It was telling us to not be afraid of chasing our dreams. Actually had the urge to cry while watching them dance last week.. Admired them for having the courage to chase their dreams.. Maybe I shouldnt run away anymore..

结果

2010-07-23T22:14:00.003+08:00

Mehhh~~~ I returned home from Kumon in a not-very-good state.. D:
I think I'm going to fall sick, and it's flu again!!! RAWR!!
I think I know why also.. T.T
Should have slept earlier and drank more water..
Ask ppl to take care, in the end, ownself going to fall sick.. =.=
And I realised.. Among all the daikoreans.. Like only our small family members are falling sick!! =.=
Hopefully tml I'll be well and in a good condition for amazing race!! :)

And anyways, I cut my hair already..
And it's not how I wanted it to be..
Undecided hairstyle will always come out cui..
Expected.. D:
Faster grow long!! HOHOHO!!
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我选择了逃避。
왜? 그 사람이 아니니까.
미안 해요.
난 이미 다른 사람이 좋아해요.
누구는? 비밀 이예요.
하지만 난 포기하는거야.
放弃是一种解脱。
独来独往，是一种习惯。
不要问为什么。
因为就是这样。
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Nowadays, daikoreans are too busy to reply my smses..
Unless otherwise stated, if not almost no replies.. T.T

Escape

2010-07-22T12:10:00.003+08:00

Too tired to think...
Maybe I'm just trying to escape again..
Yea.. I dun wan to know the truth..
I just want things to stay unchanged for now..
Treat it as I'm selfish..
Plus, I dun wan anyone to get hurt..
I have alot of others things which are more important at hand..
But not that right now..
Gomen..

Stress is building up again..
And I almost cried during training yesterday..
And I just emo-ed at one corner; not willing to play on the drum..
I'm not good enough..
I'm lagging behind..
I dunno what to do..
I dun dare to try..
I dun wan to try..
I just give up on myself..
Half of me wanted to save myself though..
2 ppl realised..
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Suddenly smell a familiar smell in the morning..
And it made me walk at a super fast pace just to get me out of the range..
"수키나히토노니오이" (Typing in alien language. Hahahah!!)
I sorta rmb smells.. =.=
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I know the implications of telling something to a friend..
Sooner or later, it will spread..
But I trust in you that you would not be like the others. :)

不能说的秘密

2010-07-19T22:12:00.003+08:00

There wont be any outs from me. Hahaha!! That's how I treat secrets. :D I'll just watch at the side, seeing how things progress. Hohohoho.. And i dun really go around tell ppl things about me.. Especially secrets.. Unless I'm feel comfortable telling. Hahaha.

Things are getting interesting..
And our Daiko club has alot of stuff happening recently.
Pei Jin: "Love is in the air". HOHOHO!!
I'm just an on-looker, I dunno anything.. :P
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不能说的秘密
每个人都有
あの秘密、一人だけ知ってる。

Sachoom

2010-07-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

Meet Huimin, Pam and Sam straight after Daiko to watch Sachoom!! XD It's really really good!! ^^ And I got really really excited when I knew that one of the dancers is actually DBSK's dance trainer!! OMG!!! Happy dao bao lah!! XDDDD Other than the dance musical being super nice, there was also a photo-taking session. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!! The first person I was trying to spot was that guy lor.. Okay.. It sounds crazy coming from me, but that's how im like when I'm really excited. @_@ Hahahaha!!! XD My hand was a bit shaking while posing for the picture lor. @_@ Like really meeting my idol again.. XD

Compared to Break Out and JUMP, maybe I like this one more ba.. Cuz there's more dance ranges. :D Not only Break Dance or Martial Arts.. But nonetheless, I never regretted watching all the dance performance I've went. XD But if really they come again.. I wanna go!!! XD

U know, I was soooooo happy that I started spamming ppl with smses. XD Hahaha!!
Den after that went Max Brender, even dared Sam to do something. OMG.. Siao liao.. @_@
I cant hide my excitement!! XDDDDDDD

I forgot who said to me le, either Pam or Sam: "Peilin like got eyeliner de."
LOL!!! Erhem erhem..
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My presents for myself this year:
- Going for Daiko Performance (idk, but in giving, happiness is being exchanged :D)
- That Headphone (Red)
- Sachoom; Korean Non-Verbal Dance Musical. XDDDDDDDD

It's always a tradition of mine. :))
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你们从来不知道我有多羡慕。
能够跳舞。。。

Nodame Cantabile Movie - Finale -

2010-07-16T10:28:00.002+08:00

Meet Sam, Pam, Huimin, Fumin and LQ for Nodame Cantabile at Cineleisure ytd. ^^ Awesome!! XD I was busy trying to rmb the songs appearing in the movie. LOL!! A happy ending!! ^^ I think other than Aragaki Yui, my 2nd favourite japanese female artiste will be Ueno Juri ba.. Like her character in Nodame especially. ^^
We had dinner before our movies. Dinner was at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe. I blur blur sia.. I ordered milk tea and when it arrived I ask: "why got one extra milk tea ar? i never order leh" Gaud.. =.= Den later remembering that I did order. :X
I got the headphones which I wanted to buy already. ^^ Saw it at cineleisure ytd. :D I got a red one. ^^ Same as huimin's sis. Haha. Wanted to buy pink initially, but den hmmm... Huimin said red nicer. :D Black very cool also. XD
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get well soon those who are sick!!
and those falling sick, dun fall sick!!

replies keeps my smses going.. hahaha.
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Happy or not..
It's all in the state of mind.. :)

Birthday Celebrations

2010-07-15T10:44:00.004+08:00

Had 4 birthday celebrations in total for this year. :)
5 cakes in total. Currently I've eaten almost 0.5kg of cakes. @_@ Still got one more havent eat, inside the fridge now.. Didnt have time to eat in the morning. D:
*16th july 10:18am: i ate half of the cake liao!! XD
*and i've eat around 1kg of cake le ba? idk.. hahaha.

First Celebration was on 10th July 2010:
Sorta a combined celebration along with Fumin's graduation dinner. :D Dinner at Dian Xiao Er at Jurong Point. Initial kite-flying plan was cancelled though.
Ppl who attended: Fumin, Sam, Pam, Hui Min, Yu Jeong, Mun Jee, Tif, LQ, Vivien.
Blur LQ and Vivien.. They a bit paiseh after they know the truth.
I like the personalised Fruit Cake!! :3 and the present is LOVE!! XD A fish eye camera which runs on film. :DDD
I ate 1 slice+ of Icing House's Personalised Cake. XD

Second Celebration was on 12th July 2010:
It was with my family at Jurong Point again!! Hahaha. But this time it's at Ichiban Sushi. Had the privilege of choosing my own cake and also the place to eat. Hahaha. Went there after my Korean lesson, after Piak Piak's done with her spamming of ppl to kill her boredom. Hahahaha.
Ppl who attended: Mum, Bro, Yi Yi, Daphy, Jess.
Though Ichiban Sushi didnt have the Salmon Skin I wanted, but still, the durian cake made up for it!! ^^
I ate 2 slices+ of Prima Deli's Durian Cake. XD

Third Celebration was on 14th July 2010:
This was a surprise celebration with my classmates. :))))
A bit lost at what to do again when they were singing the birthday song to me. :X
Ppl who attended: 2A02 classmates. :D Of which, I rmb Sani, Jamie, Yi Xuan, Sya, Feng, Jing Ting, Wan Ru, Mabel, Jia Yuan, Min Hui, Diane and also Yaziid. (hopefully i didnt miss anyone out. :X)
I think i was more of at a lost of what to do, so didnt really know how to react. But from the bottom of my heart, I'm really grateful.. :))))
I ate 1/4 of Bang Deli's White Chocolate Cake. XD

Fourth Celebration was on 14th July 2010:
Another surprise birthday celebration!! :D This time with daikoreans. Hahaha. Shared cake with Piak Piak, cuz her birthday is just 2 days away from mine. :DDD
Ppl who attended: Daiko Juniors + Jonathan + Joshua + Rona
Really was caught off-guard when they brought in the cake sia. I was still wiping my hand clean from the Fastum Gel. @_@ Again, didnt know what to do when the cake came to me. :X
And Rona gave me a cake as a present!! XD Her first time baking everything on her own. :))) And she really went to follow my instructions of singing to the cake when baking it. XD And it really made the cake puff up successfully!! ^^ I think when you do things happily, everything will go smoothly. :))))))
I ate 1 slice of Bang Deli's Black Forest Cake. XD

I made like around 12 wishes in total? Hahaha!! Cuz got 4 different cakes. Among which, alot are overlap wishes. :D
Spent the whole of ytd finishing up my gems assignment, and also going for daiko performance. Though didnt have any special meet up with any friends on the actual day itself. But I felt that it was really a happy day, spending it with my fellow daikoreans. XD So I did make e right choice afterall. :))) Or rather, I reserved this day for you all already ba.. Hahaha.
Alot of little surprises these year. Hahaha.
Must-mentions:
- Pam specially went to get kite for me cuz of the kite-flying thingy. Rainbow Kite!! ^^
- SClub gave me a fish-eye camera for my birthday. ^^ (thanks pam and huimin!! *touched*)
- 2A02 classmates who stayed back after lesson just to celebrate my birthday with me. :))))
- One particular sms which made me smile on the lorry back to school. :) The last birthday sms of the day!! Hahaha. :)))))
- Piak Piak who spammed my phone with Happy Birthday wishes. hahaha!! XD and also the little surprise she gave me!! ^^
- Rona who sacrifised her sleep to bake cake for me and Piak Piak. ^^
- Someone who gave me something. Hahaha.. Cannot say out. :X
- Xiao Blink who gave me a camera hp chain. ^^ Got 'xiao blink' de. XD

Ytd's performance:
We performed 3 songs in total: Yoshino, Kiyon, Suigun. Last minute changes to players. So in the end Emily and I played shimei for all the 3 songs. For the first time, Suigun was smooth. :) No rush at all. :))))) Though some parts a bit messy but overall was awesome!! ^^ Dinner there was nice also!! ^^ Prawns were nice but then mum suddenly reminded me that it's live isn't it? Oh gaud.. I forgot.. T.T No wonder, they taste so fresh.. -___- Den the ling zhi mushrooms also very nice!! :D Still got the chicken which I tot was not bad. :) Haha.. I spammed a lot of ppl ytd night also. :X Mainly is Piak Piak and Blink Blink. Cuz Piak Piak was out to meet friend. And we saw alot of dishes got Blink Blink inside!! Hahahaha!! I think he got pissed off by my saying of 'your lao po sitting beside you leh', and he tried to take revenge. Gaud.. =.= And u know wad? Piak Piak saw a girl carrying a bag same as Tohjo!! XDDDD Waiting for her to upload the photo. :D I like the lorry rides whenever there is outside performance. XD I dun care if my hair is messy or wad. Bleah.. I just like it when the wind blows against me. :) Cuz it blows away all my worries.. :D And whenever xiaomei is around, it'll be craziness at the back of the lorry.. (Y) Woohoo!!! And we learned beat-boxing ytd. XD
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Alot of ppl to thank.. :) Those who celebrated with me, those who wished me face-to-face, those who wished me thru sms, those who wished me thru fb. :) Pardon me if I've missed anyone out cuz this is really a long post.. @_@ Glad to receive all the wishes from all of you. :) Sorry if I didnt reply some of your sms, cuz there's a flood and my inbox was full, cant reply all. Really very very sorry.. :X
Actually I prefer sms wishes. Hahaha. But never mind, in any means, it's still a wishing. :D

Thoughts of being a 22:
For now, trying to be a good dajie in daiko.. :) Might be a bit naggy in my sms, but i'll start worrying alot whenever something is wrong ba.. :X Someone said I'm really like the dajie in the group. And someone also said I'm like a mum. Gaud.. @_@ But still, it wont stop my smses!! Wahahaha!!
Other than that, need to concentrate on studies le lah!! Dun always go class, fb fb fb.. You wan to fail is it?!!!! Things non-related to studies, not going to think about it now.. Time will tell us everything.. (yes, i agree with you Piak Piak!!) Hahaha.. For now, no news is good news for me. :)

2nd Birthday Celebration for the Sotong

2010-07-13T11:15:00.010+08:00

My 509th post!! Wahaha!! At this rate I'm posting, my post will reach 600 very soon.

Ytd had my 2nd birthday celebration with my family - Mum, Bro, Yi Yi, Daphy and Jess. :D
I was the first to reach the place.
So weird lah..
I had to go and look at my own cake. =.=
Mum said: "you go choose your cake first"
But.. So weird.. Choosing my own cake ALONE.. =.=
After mum and bro finally reached, got a table at Ichiban Sushi, then me and mum went to walk around, looking at cakes.
Wanted to get Bengawang Solo Fruit Cake, but dun have. D:
Den Polar, got a few which I had in mind, but wanted to look at the other shops first.
Den after that, I rmb seeing Durian Cake at Prima Deli. :3
Dragged mum there to have a look. XD
Cuz never tried Durian Cake before, so we got that. XDDDDD
Dinner at Ichiban Sushi; good. :) Too bad they dun have the salmon skin which I like. D: Cuz I wanted to go there cuz of Salmon Skin.
Ordered quite alot of food, and I tot I only ordered a little. :X
Filled up the whole table. XDDDD
I like the Pork with Ginger Slice the best!! XD
Had the cake after dinner. :DDD
If it was colder, maybe it would be nicer ba. :) But still, durian is LOVE!! XDDD
But still, not bad not bad. :D
I still have one more slice which I forgot to eat in the morning. =.= I was still wondering "eh, why no breakfast today. D:" And I forgot that mum already told me to take out the cake from the fridge. Hahaha. Blur sotong..

Piak Piak used my phone to spam Blink Blink again. =.=
Tot I send warning sms to a few liao lor.. He still so blur, believe that is me. =.=

I seriously think that Piak Piak is thinking too much again.. Hahaha..
From the sms she sent me ytd.. Haiyo.. Are all cancerians liddat? Full of imaginations. Haha.
I used back her words to reply her ytd: "time will give you the answer". :P

I had a little surprise from Piak Piak ytd!! ^^
Thanks meimei!! ^^
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Have been asked to help ppl order food twice ytd.
And also I've been called Pei Jin twice ytd also!! =.=
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2:44pm
Yay!! Our class just finished watching "Jennifer's Body". OMG.. Gore.. =.=
Surprisingly, my eyes stayed open throughout the movie!! *applause*
A bit sad though.. But it's definitely not one movie which I want to watch again.

Waiting for Night Photography Field Trip.
We need to reach City Hall at 4pm.
Stomach not feeling well leh..
My left knee is hurting too, and I have no choice but to put on my knee support.. D:
Left arm aching.. But I dun rmb training until so hard ytd leh..
Hope tml's performance can be a success and nothing goes wrong. :) Jiayou everyone!! :D

Habitual

2010-07-12T00:36:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when you are used to doing something, it becomes habitual.. Haha..

Whining to a certain friend about something..
Talking to a certain friend on msn..
Smsing a certain friend about something..
The things I do before every meal..
The expression on my face when I eat good food..
Whenever someone im close with is eating something which I wanna try, I would open my mouth and "Ahhh"..
Feed ppl with food like how I do that to my bro..
Keep pressing the snooze button and let the alarm ring every 5 mins, refusing to wake up..
Looking at the sky, hoping to see a rainbow..
Looking at the skies on the way home from 6pm to 7pm..
Falling asleep on the sofa..
Getting excited over a certain something I see..
Eyes suddenly widen when something interests me or shock me..
Spamming alot of food when bored..
Bringing alot of stuff in my bag, afraid that I might need them later..
Remembering to silent my phone whenever I go school..
Disappear whenever I dun feel like talking to anyone..
Cant stop smiling when I see something really cute and adorable..
Staying up late, doing nothing..
Thinking about old stuff.. *very cancerian*
Head rising up upon hearing something which interests me..
Hugging something really tight when I dun feel good..
Post what I dun wan the others to see on my blog..
Placing different problems and secrets on different ppl..
Not talking for the whole day..
Keeping things to myself until I cannot take it..

*blah blah blah..* shall stop here. ahaha!!
Time to orh orh.. Dun wan to be panda peilin tml..
Cuz tml's a long day!! @_@
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Bro: "eh, u know wad is 1111? 4d?"
Me: "huh? wad 1111? time ar? 11:11. hahaha."
Bro: "is it?"
Me: "ya lah, should be.. i saw it just now. when you see that time, means that someone is missing / thinking you."
Bro: "huh? really ar? saw it where?"
Me: "my com lah. =.= shhhh.. dun tell her!! (referring to the person my bro is talking to on the phone)"

But whenever I see that timing, I'm sure of someone who is thinking of me. :) my mum. hahaha. :D

Birthday Celebration with OG10

2010-07-11T02:51:00.003+08:00

Just came back not long from the birthday celebration with Fumin, Sam, Pam, Huimin, Yu Jeong, MJ, Tif, Li Qin, and Vivien. :D
I super like my present!!! XDDDDDD
Shall post it up when I've taken a nice shot of it ya? XD
For now, only Rona has caught a glimpse of it. :P

Dinner at Dian Xiao Er was nice, but a bit over my budget. D:
Harshma is LOVE!! :3
Didnt eat the prawn cuz scared that it would be live de, and then later realised that the shark's fin soup got crab as well. =.= In the end, gave the last mouthful of crab meat to Fumin. :X
Sinful...... Cuz I dun take live seafood. Or anything that's live.

I finally managed to speak to Yu Jeong a little, and I started speaking to him in full Korean lah. @_@ But is simple Korean. I wonder how did I managed to force that out of my mouth. @_@ But still I did try my best to talk!! =x

Went to Vivien's house after dinner and the surprise cake was there!! ^^
Decorated by Huimin and Pam I suppose. XD
Yay!! Fruit cake!! :3
And you know? I made my wish after I blew my candles. =.=
The present came next and I super duper love it!! XD
Huimin and Pam chose it for me!! ^^
White colour de~~ XD
That will be another of my favourite present from them again!! XD

I like today's celebration. :)))))))
Even though we didnt managed to fly the kite cuz last minute cancelled it due to bad weather.
But still, being able to see everyone is more important ba. :)
Blur blur Li Qin and Vivien still thought I'm attached.. OMG..
They tot the empty seat beside me is for my bf. LOL!
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Read more about Cancerians at:
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/Lionchain/23533200
Maybe from there, you would understand more about me. :)

Like why I dun talk to ppl whom im not close to.
Why I tend to have this invisible barrier between me and other ppl, which I myself cant overcome.
Why I'm so sensitive.
Why I need hugs and pats.
Why I love my home the most.
Why is memories so important to me.
Why is the sense of security and comfort so important to me.
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Wishes:
- Fruit Cakes!! BIG BIG SLICE OF FRUIT CAKES!! X3 (okay, im greedy when it comes to fruit cakes. XD)
- Go shopping some day to buy some clothes which I like ^^ Keep seeing them but I'm broke. T.T
- I want one more shoe. :X
- I want one more bag. D:
- Hopefully can start learning how to make clothes from mum. :D And start designing them!! Maybe I wont take up fashion design le ba.. I prefer learning things on my own, in my own pace of learning. :) It wont be easy, but I'll try.. :) Alot of research to do as well..
- The Reebok Windbreaker which I saw, should I buy? Cuz it looks really cool, but it's not my size!! D:
- Saw 3 elmos of different colour at Vivien's house just now. XDDDDDDDD Cuteness to the max!! XD
--- alot of wishes not realised, shall slowly work my way there :) ---
--- but before that, i should make sure that i can earn enough to realise them all ---
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1:01pm
Someone cheer me up!! I'm dropping back to that emo circle again. TOT
I'm a bit sensitive to the things ppl say to me..
Maybe a bit over sensitive..
我不想这样！！
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Everyone has the ability to realise their own dreams and goals, it's just depends on how much effort are they going to put in.. :)

空。虹

2010-07-10T01:55:00.003+08:00

[[ I miss you by delicon ]]

Kyaaa~~~~ Cuteness to the max~~~~!!! XD

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I know it's very late already, and very early in the morning, but I still wanna blog!! Dun care!! :P

Pam came to my house sending me a kite for tml(or rather, today)!! ^^

And opening it out, I realised that it's a Rainbow Kite!!! XDDDDDD

Really a surprise!! ^^

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!! XDDDDDDD

You know, I've been listening to 彩虹by周杰伦 in the morning. That same song just continues to repeat itself, again and again.. Yes!! I miss seeing rainbows!! And the last time I saw a rainbow was a double rainbow. Maybe I was that lucky to see a double rainbow, so now no more luck in seeing rainbows liao. But heard my bro's friend say, this July like alot of rain. (Suddenly reminds me of Prayer of the Rain.)

Excited about Kite Flying!! XD

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When you channel all your concentration on a certain thought, sometimes it does brings you closer to it.. :) or better, it does comes true.. :)

Under certain circumstances though..

The habit of admiring the beautiful skies was from Koizora (Sky of Love). .:)

快乐

2010-07-09T09:55:00.005+08:00

[[ I Love Kawaii Faces by RudolphSnow ]]
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忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空。

喜欢的东西，不一定要拥有。知足常乐！

That's what I've been telling myself these few days.

Seems to be in a better mood liao. Haha.

I'm actually smiling while typing this.. :)

Hopefully my mood will go up up up!! Like a hot-air balloon!! XD

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I realised while making others happy, I myself can also be happy.. :)

Be there for your friends, and you'll understand why.. :)

Alert

2010-07-08T11:47:00.002+08:00

[[ Souji Okita by Black Rabbit Photography ]]

One cool cosplay which we missed out on the first day of CosFest. D:

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My knees are hurting..

My left elbow is hurting..

Now even my back is hurting..

Trying to sit up straight now, so that it wont hurt so much..

Why has everything got to do with bending de. D:

I think I'll be sitting super straight today. T.T

Go home must faster paste Salon Pas liao den put the support.

Like some patient lah. =.=

I wonder how long will it take to recover again.. .__.

Feel like lying flat on the bed now..

Faster recover!! I wanna perform on 14th July de!! :(

I think the performance thingy was on my mind the whole time.. And you know what?

In the morning I dreamt that we were shifting drums to some shopping centre and the formation already out liao (7 drums, lol.. the formation i tot of ytd). And alot of those who are performing appeared in my dream. OMG lah.. And there's once which I was alone in the clubhouse, I dun have the key. (Sounds like one point of time where I was really alone in the clubhouse ytd) Den have to go home liao, no choice. Didnt lock the clubhouse. And I heard shimei sound coming from the clubhouse after I closed the door!!! Yipes!! Got ghost ar?!!! @_@

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大切な人達

サンシャイン　スマイル

2010-07-07T14:40:00.004+08:00

This picture reminds me of Yoo Geun!!! XD
Anyway, it's a dolfie!! :3
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Fringe covering my eyes again.. D:
And everytime, my specs is my saviour which prevents my eyes from being poked. Hahaha. (Y)
But still, whenever it grows to a certain length, it will be super irritating. I dunno whether to pin it up or just leave it as it is.
Thinking of changing to a new hairstyle. But still in the process of thinking.
I wanted to cut it short, since I'm not tying it up or anything.

Still thinking of what to cut.. Hahaha.

But definitely not going to cut what Piak Piak asked me to!! *bleah*

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11:05pm:

Came back from Daiko le. :D

Woots, finally finished teaching "FANG" to the wednesday freshies. XD

Why today so little ppl sia.. Did we scare them off with out training? :X

Rona brought her Mango Cake which she and her mum made. XD

Weee~~ Fruit Cakes are LOVE!! :3

For Juniors training, after practising Suigun, we learn a new song today!! ^^

Prayer of the Rain. XD

Too bad, I cant join in the practising cuz of my knee!! :(

I cant bend my knee or kneel down fully. T.T

Same goes for my left elbow. :(

Hopefully 14th July Performance wont be affected ba..

We'll be playing Yoshino, Kiyon, Suigun at some place in Sentosa. Woots!! XD

Will see you all in a week's time.. :) Dun miss me.. Hahaha!!

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Currently booked days in July: 10th, 13th, 14th, 15th, 17th, 24th, 31st. XD

Other days being booked: 10th - 13th Sept, June 2011

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「サンシャイン　スマイル」って言うのは太陽みたい笑顔。自信があって、心からの笑顔。

皆がその笑顔をするなら、いいじゃない？

Trust

2010-07-06T10:02:00.003+08:00

Ytd was a disaster during Korean Lesson with Piak Piak.
OMDBSK!!(oh my dong bang shin ki) I lend her my phone to kill her boredom and RAWR!!! She went to spam alot of ppl without allowing me to see what she sent, and let others think that it's really me who spammed them.. -____-"
And she broke her promise lor.. She said she would let me see who she sms-ed. In the end, she deleted all the outbox and inbox smses..... .__. Even send sms send dao dun wan to return me my phone.. -____-
And she broke my trust for her!! D:
Even made Blink Blink call me in the end, thinking that I'm really not okay. =.=
And also Rona into thinking why I send so weird sms to her. =.=

The list of ppl she spammed:
Blink Blink: She sent him some weird weird stuff. wth lah..
Blink Sao: Talked something about cutting hair.
Fang: She send the wrong number, so that's why Fang didnt reply her. LOL!
Lao Da: Duno what she send her. Heard from Lao Da that it's something random.
Rona: Went into thinking that I really have twitter. =.=
Xiao Blink: Asked her how she is le.

Sadded.. No one realised the difference in sms style. =.=
Piak Piak, I know you very desperate for info, but also cannot liddat ar!!! =.=
But then again.. Piak Piak really reminds me of Wei Siew. Hahaha..
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"Do not break the trust of a friend who has entrusted their secret with you"
That's what I've learnt and still want to go by..
secret revealed = trust gone
i still trust my 5 secret-keepers.. unless..

思い

2010-07-05T13:44:00.002+08:00

Meet Huimin, Fumin, Pam, MJ and Yu Jeong ytd for Night Safari.
Had dinner at the 24hour coffee shop at CCK before we went there.
Didnt really know what to say to Yu Jeong. @_@ And end up he was asking me dun me so shy. @_@ Even when he knew mandarin and english.
I guess, I'm always liddat when facing new ppl ba.. Felt a bit bad though.
It's my first time to the Night Safari. :D And so is Huimin and Yu Jeong.
Quite cool. :) I like the tram ride. :D
A bit tired after walking around looking at the animals. Hahaha. Cuz we were walking up and down slopes. @_@
I think we were the last few to leave the place!! Only realised that the place is closing already when alot of the animal display lights were off.
Good thing I didnt bring my camera, cuz the lighting there is only enough for u to see the animals. And we cant use flash!! D:
Had ice cream ytd!! :3 Ben and Jerry. 2 pins. Hahaha. We shared among 7 ppl. XD
I like the monkey banana flavour!! XD
Great day, just that it's a bit exhausting to walk such a long walk around. @_@
Hahaha.. Luckily my knee never hurt.. *sayang sayang*
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Was browsing through Del's photos. I still cant get that depth of feel!!!
And also my images all come out dark dark de. .__.
Need to ask didi how to do the settings le. :(
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The more I try, the more tougher it gets..

Signs

2010-07-03T23:42:00.002+08:00

I believe eye-twitching has its reasons. Cuz it always bodes something good and bad. From what my mum told me, for gals, right is bad and left is good.
One good news and bad news for this week.
Good news: my DBMS MST result!! XD
Bad news: my Korean Test result.. D:

I really tot my eyes would stop twitching after I got my results.. but apparently not..
Now, can you let me stop guessing what is it? Just tell me about it.. -____-
Irritating!! Seriously... RAWR!!
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And so we went cosfest after daiko training today.
Ppl who went ar Blink Blink, Bobby, Fang, HL, Meimei, Sotong Bro, Xiao Blink, Xiao Mei + ME!!
Dunno why recently whenever I go cosplay events, I dun get motivated to take photos anymore. Am I too tired? Or have I lost my interest in it? :(((( Shinpai na....
A bit lost when I was there.. :/
Somehow.. I lost my courage while seeing that very cute rabbit bag.. Haiz..
Sometimes I just wished that I had more cameras, so that I can have one to myself. :X
And to be truthful, I dun really like it when ppl delete away my photos without my permission..
And not to say suddenly returning back the DSLR with only a few shots of memory left..
Got a few shots from today which prompts me to continue with my photography, which I think is good. :) Too bad, I still cant get that depth of feel yet.. :(

Went Pasir Ris Central after the others had their dinner, cuz me Sotong Bro and Xiao Blink havent eaten (found Popeye a bit too ex).
Alot of memories I found back. Even the simplies HDB flat looks so interesting to me. Basically, everything I saw along the way just awes me.. Too long never come back here liao. Kinda miss this place..

Kena bullied the whole of today.
Gang tickling (over the line liao), Horse/Dragon ride, Messing up of the hair, Playing bball using my head, Opening my bag, Pulling my bag, more tickling...
I can take it when you all disturb me, but when you cross over the line and see another side of me.. I'm sorry..
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Have been feeling cold for the past 2 days.. I'm not falling sick, am I?
Hopefully not..
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没人察觉到吧..
Things that I dun wan to say.. Will just be kept in the dark for as long as it is..
Mind you, dun cross over that line.. When I say stop, means stop..

心配なこと

2010-07-02T08:45:00.004+08:00

One of my favourite photo with bro. :) Xiaolin and Xiaoming. :D
Rarely see me smile until so happy hor? Hahaha..
It's my current fb profile pic and also my msn dp. :)
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I think I have new injuries.. D:
Areas hurting now:
- Left elbow (just this morning. O_O)
- Left shoulder (I let out an "arhh!" halfway while playing Suigun T.T)
- Left knee (while playing Suigun also, play until very high on wed)
- Right knee (as usual)

Min Zhong's comment on Yi Xian's fb status very fierce. @_@ (Knee or Daiko?)
"u all better take good care of yourselves first.. dun come to training with injuries or else i will not teach.. "
"and yes i am very serious about this.. dun come for training if you are falling sick, having fever, having knee or any other injury or pain.. drumming is fun but your health is more impt than anything.. i will chase anyone of you home if you are not feeling well and yet you still come.."

But even if I never go for Daiko, my injuries still take very long to recover ar..
No daiko doesnt mean I have no stairs to climb, no need to walk.. Zzzz..
But still, I'll go for Saturday's training after DDM Bonding Day.. Need to pass July some photos.
皆、気をつけましょう！
太鼓の練習、頑張りましょう！
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Alot of worries on my mind now..
いろいろな勉強。体。家族。友達。自分。

Booked

2010-07-01T12:49:00.004+08:00

Current dates which are being booked. Hahaha.

2nd July: DMIT AGM.
3rd July: DDM Bonding Day. Some cosplay event. I wanna go!! But still need to go Daiko after DDM Bonding Day sia.. D:
4th July: Night Safari with OG10/S Club plus Huimin's korean friend, Yu Jeong!! :D
10th July: Birthday Celebration with OG10/S Club. ^^ Heard we are going to fly kite. :)
13th July: Tentatively being booked by family. :)
14th July: Helping out with the performance at NUS cuz mum couldnt confirm with me the dates to book me. -___-
17th July: Sachoom (Korean Non-Verbal Dance Musical) with Huimin, Pam, Sam. :D
24th July: Daiko Amazing Race. :D

Will be having another busy month ahead I guess. Hahaha.
What my friend said is really true: Need to book Peilin one month beforehand de. Hahahaha!!
And Huimin booked me for her graduation trip next year liao. ^^
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True friends who stand by you no matter what happens.. :)

Secret Keepers

2010-06-29T21:53:00.004+08:00

Cutting hair soon le i guess.. Piak Piak asked me to cut shorter than shoulder length, den i will look really like a mushroom. =.= I dun wan to take over the title of 'mushroom' again lah. Hahaha!! Got one ideal hairstyle I have in mind, but needs perming. :X And lazy me dun like to take care of my hair de. :X So, the thought of getting that hairstyle cancelled!! Hahaha!!

I guess after crying on Sunday, it sorta made me a bit gloomy.
I had the emo aura on the whole of today.. D:
Feel like chatting with some ppl, but i think they are busy, so in the end i never chatted with anyone today.
There are 5 main ppl whom I pour my problems to, depending on what u all know.
Here's what they told me recently:

1: jie if you anything wan tell di must tell me ok:-)
2: good luck to you lor.
3: wad happen? say la. we share things de ma. hahaha.
4: maybe you've buried it somewhere deep inside you le ba. that's why u dont rmb.
5: aiyo, bu yao sad le lah.. ** ****!!!

Happy guessing who they are again. Hahaha. If you are lucky, you're one of them. :D
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I guess I still need some time to sort my feelings ba..
Hopefully you all will see a happy Peilin soon! :)
Still, give me a bug or sayang my head if u see me. :)
4 hugs, 1 pat.. still counting..

もう思い出せない

2010-06-28T13:35:00.002+08:00

Now I know why my eyes keep twitching liao. :) Got good news. :D
I passed my DBMS test!! XD
And phew.. I made it!! :D
Next time cannot so last minute le ar!!!
But really very happy!! :D

Cried ytd night.. :X
While reading old blog post.. D:
Suddenly felt very sad. So sad that I cried.. D:
Should have just went to sleep and not float around at home, stoning..
Sorry, made u all worry again. :(
Initially only 2 ppl know the real reason(one ytd, one today), but now u all know le ba?
I'm still a crybaby afterall..
But I've decided to bury it deep down inside my heart liao..
Let it R.I.P. ba..
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もう思い出せない。

秘密

2010-06-27T12:46:00.003+08:00

It feels good to pour out some things on your mind to friends once in a while.
But hopefully, I didnt bore anyone too much.. :X
Ytd was Daiko's Outing. :) But for some reason, I wasnt very happy.
Was planning to do something, but in the end never get to do.
Haiz.. I didnt keep my promise again.. :(
Dont ask me anything about this post, cuz I wont tell u.

Hopefully the 2 person who told me about that is wrong!!
We shall wait and see..
If it's true, I already have an answer to that le.
Anyway, I'll say it out soon, so that it wont bug me anymore.
No more suffocation.. :]

Cannot, because.......... :)
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ダラン～ダラン～ダランダンダン～
本当の理由、今教えられない。

忘れちゃった、ごめん

2010-06-25T12:07:00.004+08:00

There's update on the previous post, I forgot to add in stuff. Haha. So please read that again. :D

School's starting next week and I'm still in a holiday mood. Alot of things havent done.
Running away from stress again. :X So typically Peilin..
But I dun wan to stay like this forever. The same thing happened before concert day. D:
I'm going to pack my messy stuff first and den start on my work!! Before I go to Kumon later.

Tml is a day to look forward to. Cuz there's ice cream!! :D
I'm not afraid of growing fat, so I'll just eat whatever I want!! XD
Pyscho-ed ppl to go Udders with me. XD Hahaha..
Actually when the 3 of us was talking ytd, didi already lost liao. Cuz me and HL is for Udders. Wahaha!! HL even asked him to vote. LOL.. No need to vote le lah. Wakaka. XD

Something's suspicious, but I didnt bother to ask.. :)
Just leave it as it is ba..
I shouldnt kaypo too much..
Curiosity kills the cat..
HAHAHA!!
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Somehow, I've forgotten about someone..
But when I think about it, it scares me..
How can I forget someone so easily.. D:
これは本当の私？
ごめん。。。

Kyaaa~~ XD

2010-06-25T01:06:00.004+08:00

YAY!!!!!! I ate ice cream today!! XDDDDDDDDDDDD
So happy. HAHAHAHA!!
I ate Raspberry Sorbet with Cone. Haha. A bit sour though. @_@ Maybe give mum, she would like ba. Haha.
Recounted alot of old secondary school memories with Huimin, Sam, Li Qin and Fumin. Haha.
Alot of silly things we did in the past and also alot of funny encounters. I miss those days.. :)
One of the fone memories is always staying back after school with Huimin, MJ and Fumin to play the piano at the music room. Haha. We were practising one particular song from a korean drama popular back then.

Humin told us that her Korean friend would be coming next wednesday. And our whole gang would be his tour guide. Haha. His name is Yu Jeong. When Fumin read that on the bus, it made me and Huimin went mad with laughter lah. OMG.. Hopefully Huimin's friend is not frightened by us. Haha. Though not very confident about meeting a new friend, but I'll try to be a good tour guide ya? :D Time to brush up on my korean le!!

Saturday shall have a make-up with Udder's Mao Shan Wang Ice Cream. Muahahaha!! XD
I think Piak Piak will love it alot ba. XD

Other than ice cream making me happy today, I got to play with my neighbour's kitten!! :3
It came out from the window I think. Wanted to put it back, so that it can go home, but in the end I got scratched. @_@
This kitten very cute!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDD
Very furry and the facial expression so cute!!!! XDDDDD So pretty!! XDDDDD
Awww~~ I wan one also!! XDDDDD
Sorry lah, I see cute stuff and animals will go "awwww~~~ so cute!! XD" de. HAHAHA!! XD
Hopefully the little thing didnt wander off too far from home..
Fastest go home okay? :)))))))
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I dont wan to know the answer.. :)

待ってる

2010-06-24T01:59:00.004+08:00

Received 3 hugs and 1 pat from the following people today :)
Piak Piak: 1 hug ("zen me le?") :))))))
YL: 1 hug + 1 pat ("da jie, lai") ^^
Xiao Blink: 1 hug ("gu gu, bao bao") :))))))

Thanks :)
Now to mention abit ytd, now only Billy and Piak Piak knows wad actually happened.
And I know I have ppl whom I can always talk to whenever I need someone to talk to. :)
Again, I felt the greatness of having true friends :D

My eyelid is still twitching!! @_@
A few days back: Random twitching of the left and right eyelid a few times a day.
Ytd: Super frequent twitching of both side of the eyelid. They alternate!! @_@
Today: Mostly on the left hand side? But it's less frequent compared to ytd. But still irritating!!

A bit sad today, cuz got to know that on sunday, actually a few of them went to eat ice cream, without me... :( Kena pangseh..
ICE CREAM!!!!
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For now, that's the only thing I can do for you ba.. :)
雨后的彩虹，美得让人羡慕。

Twitch Twitch

2010-06-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

My eyelids have been twitching non-stop since morning till now. @_@ And now, it's both sides. Very irritating. RAWR!!! Hopefully it's not something bad coming my way. :(

Anyway ppl, when you see me. Give me a pat on the head or give me a hug.. :) Long time never have ppl rubbing my head and hugging me really tight le. D:
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Miao Miao Miao..
Am I really that useless to you?

Meet Ups

2010-06-22T01:21:00.002+08:00

Went school to return camera in the morning and then rushed off to meet Yunlin at Bugis. Saw Darren, Billy and Zuhailah at comtech. Actually saw Xiang he also, but i only noticed that it's him when I got near him. =.= Billy treated our coincidental meet up as a mini class outing. LOL

Meet Yunlin at Bugis and we waited a while for Huimin. :D
Went Ma Maison to have our lunch. The curry rice is nice!! :3 And I really love the ambience of the shop!! XD Got Japanese at the shop!! XD I was tempted to ask her: "nihonjin desu ka?" But didnt have the courage to. :X After the lunch, initially wanted to eat ice cream, but later cancelled the idea. And we went Iluma instead. OMG.. Feels like im going there again like ytd lah. @_@ And we went to Otaku House and Comics Connection again!!! I saw the leather-like bracelet which I've been finding at Otaku House, but I didnt know that it looks so big. @_@ And I saw the smaller version of the pig rabbit which Piak Piak is finding!! XD I think I very blur ytd, alot of stuff miss diao. D: Got 3 koreans asked me to help them take photos, I was again tempted to speak to them in Korean. @_@
We went arcade after that to play Taiko no Tatsujin and also catch the blue dolphin for Yunlin!! XD Taiko no Tatsujin was nice!! XD But the only bad thing about it was that it was in mandarin. Sounds so weird. @_@ And toy-catch was fun!! Brings back my childhood memories where I used to spend my weekend nights with my family there. XD I rmb going Marina, Bedok and Woodlands' most frequently. XD Got a bit of tip of how to catch the dolphin, cuz Yunlin spend so much on it. Haha. She loved it so much and we all went overjoyed and started bowing and thanking the staff which helped us to shift our "prize"!! XD Went over to try the penguin as well, since there's still balance inside the card. :) But cant get it. Nonetheless, Yunlin is still very happy over her prized dolphin. Hahaha. It's the first time she got it through a toy-catch machine. XD Went back with Huimin and Yunlin happily. Almost dozed off on the bus. :X Went to Yunlin's house for a short visit. :D
After finally meeting Huimin at her house, we headed off to meet Fumin, Tif, MJ, LQ for badminton, while Yunlin alighted at opposite phoenix station. :) Only played a bit, but gave up halfway cuz i dun dare to run about too much, afraid that my knee would hurt. D: Den in the end, sat at one corner with Tif and chatted. Didnt know that she's actually interested in html stuff sia. My course is like her interest lah. XD And she asked me: "有没有第二春？" =.=
Went for dinner after that at Plaza's Long John Silvers. LQ went home. Chatted a bit, but I was too busy eating my chicken, didnt hear much.
GG..
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Left eye keep twitching again..
Good or bad?

SP Annual Daiko Concert 2010; Elements

2010-06-20T19:30:00.003+08:00

And finally yesterday, it marks the end of our concert. After a few months of intensive training and 4 days of rehearsal, finally made it for concert. Let's see wad happened for the past few days. :)

9th June(Wed):
Went to collect contact lens. Took about 1 hour plus at the specs shop ba. Den after that meet Bobby at IMM to buy his ankle support. It took us one big round, den we finally found the shop we wanted to go to. =.= I should have bought mine on this day cuz my knee started hurting after that.. D: Heard today only got Blink Blink, Meimei, Lao Da at clubhouse nia.

10th June(Thu):
Skipped lesson today. Wore contact lens for only 2 hours ba.. Den I cannot tahan liao, took it out and wore my specs, and wow the ground is like bobbing up and down. @_@ Only Leon Chua and Didi saw me wearing it. @_@ Tried to study. Mug the whole day, with frequent visits to fb and deviantart. I realised that blasting Korean Pop wont let me concentrate. @_@ Didi actually realised that i dun say out stuff de. :X I wore the same colour as Piak Piak today!! OMG!! Of all colours, we wore pink!! And it's the colour which we rarely wear lah!! So coincidental!! XD Had this urge to shout at everyone just to get everything done. And halfway, I gave up trying and decided to do things my own way. I know it's not right to shout at friends, but when things are not done, I'll get very stressed up and I can't leave it as it is.. :( Sorry ppl if I had a black face on. Tried finding the songs at night with Didi, sent him alot of album titles and I was listening to them as well. But that particular album made me go sleepy. @_@ Decided to use 'Senkou'. Final Fantasy XIII Battle theme. :)

11th June(Fri):
Skipped IDD again, in the morning. :X Only went to school for the DBMS MST. :X Stayed back in daiko clubhouse to discuss on fillers stuff. Song it's already decided. :) Continuing discussion the next day.

12th June(Sat):
Blink Blink didi came in a super funny hairstyle today. HAHAHAHA!! :X OMG!! So funny that I started calling him meimei!! Piak Piak reach school early, she went to do the repetoire stuff and pei Fang who was doing the Fish stuff. We went Superdog at Vivocity for dinner!! XD My 2nd visit there. Daikoreans like to go to places which contains alot of memories. Hahaha. Went to Pets Safari while the others were at Daiso, got rabbit!!! XD But I cant see. :X Wendy spotted mushrooms inside one games shop, and she said: "ahhh, jennifer trapped inside, we faster go save him!!" LOL!! Went to get the black tee for the concert. Didi wanted to exchange bag with me, so I did so. Aiyo, why u 十指交扣 with my daughter lah!! She's your niece!! =.= Played with Kaori, cuz I scared she will drop out of Tohjo's front pocket. Kaori is the little yellow rabbit which I have, and she's my granddaughter!! XD Min Zhong, HL and I trained home and they talked about having an event for daikoreans. XD It's gonna be a fun one, I bet. ^^ Looking forward to it. U know, Min Zhong actually blushed when HL asked him where he's going and he replied that he's going to find his gf to pass her something. Hahaha!! XD

13th June(Sun):
First Rehearsal. The first thing I saw when I went in the clubhouse made me go mad with anger. What are the freshies doing lah!!! Over liao, dun wan to talk about it again. Wth, dun lean so close to me when u dun even know me that well lah!! Was trying out the lightings for today. Practise full song till the first half of the concert. Suigun not loud enough, gg.. How to hit harder sia.. Even though already tried my best liao, still cannot. Maybe I should train using the Ojime or Odaiko? :( Felt that there's still rooms for improvement, but how to? :(

14th June(Mon):
Went back school for Daiko. Reached school early to return camera, and fell sleepy while waiting for the others to arrive. @_@ Ate lunch. And I did something on purpose. :P In the end, the channel 5 ppl didnt come down, cheat our feelings. D: But Min Zhong say it would be good publicity for us. But I'm scared everyone would be busy. And I dun think that it's appropriate. Not for me to decide though. Gave YL a surprise birthday celebration. XD My xiao mei!! ^^ Bluffed everyone that me and Xiao Blink going to collect camera. And Bobby actually believed me and asked why cannot extend. OMG, Bobby!! Heng, my brain functioned. Phew.. We bought Fruit Cake for her!! XD My favourite!! :3 YL gave me 3 peaches. *elated* And I had 2 slice of the cake. :3 Happiness is this simple.. :)

15th June(Tue):
Got the falling sick sensation. Went Kumon to work in the morning and at night. Cant go down to clubhouse. :X I miss Daiko.. D:

16th June(Wed):
Went back to school to find daikoreans, need to pack goodie bags. Fang teased me for nothing.. =.= Made my face go red cuz of too much teasing. Haiz.. Woah, saw the two guys who cut their hair. Nice nice. :) Gave an alert!!! Upset me..

17th June(Thu):
Second Rehearsal. Went school early to hand in form. Today did the markings for the drums formation. Formed a new family with me being the dajie, followed by jianhui the dage, and pei jin the san jie, and YL the xiao mei. :) Went off at 8 to meet up with yiyi, huizhen, mum and bro for bro's birthday celebration. :D Bro got a bit stunned when he received calls from me and end up having daikoreans speaking to him (like yihui). Hahaha!! Told u that u think too much le, didnt believe me.. Hymph!!

18th June(Fri):
Third Rehearsal. Grounded.. D: Practically only did photography and choosing of the pictures for the video only. D: Full dress rehearsal, but I cant join in. :( Being grounded, so sad cannot join in.. :(

19th June(Sat):
Concert Day!! First thing in the morning, i look at my phone - 6:55. Die!! I'm supposed to call Blink Blink didi up at 7am. Faster went to call him and he didnt pick up his phone lah. =.= Sms him also never reply. But luckily his mum woke him up to listen to the phone. Phew.. Reached school a bit late. :X Saw the seniors and alumni pasting the signs up already. @_@ A few of the ones who are free started playing Matsuri. LOL!! Still dun have that Concert Day feeling, dunno why. Sotong bro slept beside me, and he kept leaning towards my side, made me keep leaning towards another direction also. LOL.. Had dry-run and also the full dress rehearsal. @_@ My knee is better today, so I could join in the rehearsals. :D Thanks for all the concerns everyone!! XD Before the concert was changing into our concert tee and also make-up session. @_@ I dun even know how to put foundation, so had Feng to help me and Jill did the rest. :D Min Zhong and Zhi Cai like transformed into hair stylist lah. @_@ And hor, I must say this Blink Blink didi hor, very vain!!! HAHAHAHA!! Keep standing in front of the mirror, spray and style, spray and style, spray and style. @_@ I see the gals didnt even stand so long in front of the mirror lah!! =.= Anyway, while the audience were happily enjoying the performance in front, the backstage was quite busy. @_@ I was busy 'rowing boat' at the backstage when Soranbushi music was on. HAHAHA!! XD I didnt feel nervous during performance actually, only scared that I would make mistake and my voice not loud enough for everyone to hear me. :X Made it through. :) Though I cant fully say that it is a super fantastic concert, but overall, I find it fulfilling. :) And I enjoyed myself for the past few days. And also the days where we trained like siao for the concert. I miss those days u know, even though it was tough.. Maybe this concert was very important to me, or maybe this was the first time mum and bro is coming to watch my performance, so I wanted it to be something which they could be proud of. :) In my mind, while I was playing, I thought: "I will show you". Everyone did great at the concert!! :) I'm really proud to be a SP Daikorean. :D All the good and bad times that we had, I would never ever forget, because they are precious memories to me. :) Thankful for all the people who came. :D Mum, Bro, Daphy, Jess, Wei Qi, Wei Bin, Jiemin, Hui Min, Yunlin, Pam, Fumin. XD Had a mini photoshoot session with those who came. XD I sorta regretted jumping down from the stage cuz my leg couldnt take the impact. D: Oh, bro helped us with photography today. :) Thanks bro!! After all the shifting of stuff back to the clubhouse was done, went for dinner. Sleepy sia.. My flu medicine de drowsy effect acting. @_@ Went Holland Village's Brecko Cafe to have or dinner. HL, Blink Blink, Piak Piak and me shared food!! XD Food actually tastes nicer when you share it!! :3 Really!! I like the pasta which me and Piak Piak ordered. :3 Cream base de. :3 Very nice. XD You should see how we eat. Hahaha!! Like one family liddat. And Blink Blink was right, even when with family members, we dun even share food liddat lah. Sleepy, and I tried resting whenever there was time. Walao, didi dun let me rest in peace. D: We cabbed home later on, since everyone was already very tired. The only thing I wanted to do when I got back was to lie there and sleep. Haha.. Too tired liao.. @_@ I love this Daiko Family!! ^^

20th June(Sun):
Today is our celebration for our concert. We woke up at around 9plus. After recounting of funny sleeping incidents, some bathed first, while others watched ytd's footage. Saw bro at the swimming pool, gaud!! I can actually recognise my bro's back and side view. XD Wore my "pinafore" today. Hahaha. Piak Piak wore Mango tee today!! When I came out of the toilet cubicle, I stun and showed her mine, which I was wearing. OMG!!! @_@ Went Iluma's Manhattan Fish Market to have our lunch. Initial plan was to go steamboat, but cuz it's not halal, so aborted the plan. Zakie, dun argue, one for all, all for one okay? :) Blink Blink wanted the 4 of us (Blink Blink, HL, Piak Piak, me) to sit tgt for lunch just now, so can share food. Lol. Heng, I never order Dory Fish and Chips cuz it's the fish which I didnt really like. Ordered cherrie snapper. ^^ Nice. :) But I find ytd's meal nicer. Especially the pasta. :3 But today also not bad lah. But I find the Calamari a bit, not satisfying. Aiyo, Blink Blink took the 5 lemons slices and put them into his drink. @_@ But it was nice, lemon sprite. Haha. But the last bit of it, Xiao Blink, YL and Piak Piak cannot take it. Hahaha!! A bit bad, but I waited to see Piak Piak's reaction when she drank it. :X Funny lah, all the reactions. XD Went broke after lunch. @_@ Piak Piak really found her pig rabbit in comics connection!! XD And I saw alot of cute stuff which I want at Otaku House!! D: Why they sell so many cute hats lah. @_@ Walked to the arcade. Didnt want to walk around so much cuz my knee hurting again. @_@ First time see Sotong Bro play arcade, play until so hiong. @_@ God-like, like wad Bobby said. OMG lah.. The ppl playing the box thingy also, very pro. @_@ My eyes were like glued to them when I see them play. OMG!! Trained back to school first with Fang, YL, Bobby, Xiao Pick, Xiao Blink, Emmy to get our bags. Wrote in the Concert Book. XD And den later train home. So tired that I took so long to transfer the pictures from the Memory Card to desktop. @_@ And I realised my blur sotongness, cuz I actually set the alarm at 2130 and 2200 instead of 0930 and 1000!! OMG!! How can I be so blur.. @_@ No wonder it didnt ring.. Happy. :)
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There are still rooms for improvements.
All the comments gathered will be noted so that the next concert can be better. :)

That's my attitude towards Daiko..
执着

Gone

2010-06-17T00:22:00.002+08:00

Why why why why?
Cant we just be friends ma?
Why must suspect all these..
Made me decide to do something on my own.
I felt that I just pushed a friend away because of that. D:
This is the first time I'm doing this to a friend, and I'm a bit upset.. :(
No more liao.. BAAAAAA..
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I left a piece of the puzzle in everyone of you.
Gather everyone and you'll get the full picture.

Observations

2010-06-15T17:06:00.003+08:00

4 more days to concert.. Had our first rehearsal on Sunday.
Tml will be going to school to do more of concert stuff. :)
Today is rest day and I'm going kumon to earn my pay. Hahaha. I'm going broke. T.T
And ytd we just went Sakae Buffet.
Once in a while eating something so ex is okay lah. But if is everyday, I'll go bonkers sia.. @_@
Ate until very full ytd, and I didnt eat any pink and red plate cuz I was very full.
I'm left with a bit of the mango sherbet. :( So nice, but I cant finish liao. D:
I really like that sherbet alot!! ^^ I wanna eat some more!! :3

Hope concert will be a success. :)
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But I really think is nothing leh..
Think too much?
Continue to observe..

First Rehearsal for Gensou Concert

2010-06-14T00:22:00.003+08:00

Rehearsal was great.. Still need a bit more of practise to make everything perfect though.
We have one sole freshie survivor who helped us throughout the whole rehearsal for today!! Jasper!! So nice. :D Thanks alot ya? :)
Eeyer, why my knee liddat de. Always at important times, den suddenly break down. Tsk!!
Had to put on knee support, scared that I would worsen the knee condition. Weird sia.. Both knees pain at different sides, and I cant do alot of things. But whenever I still can, I'll still run about. Weeee~~
Today's practise not alot, and playing Suigun without warm-up is OMG!!!
Felt that I was dying lah.. @_@ Was a bit giddy + shag after playing it in full force. @_@
I like my shouting today. :3 WAHAHAHA!! Let everyone listen to my voice. Muahaha!!
I still need to practise DOH!! Still not sure how to change from pattern 1 to pattern 2. @_@
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Someone told me something in the morning..
But it's not what I have time to think about now..
Concert is drawing near!!
Let's do our best!! And make it super fabulous!!
Last 5 days..

Obstruction

2010-06-11T10:40:00.002+08:00

Things obstruction me from moving forward:
Knee - Both sides are hurting and they are hurting from different sides. @_@ Left side hurt at the back, so I cant stand straight fully. And the right side hurt at the front, so I cant kneel down fully. =.= Great...
Noise - Was doing revision ytd.. Yes, I may be doing it very slowly, but I need time to absorb stuff.. So ya.. But I cant concentrate when there's noise!! Felt a bit helpless when the music was on so loudly ytd.. :( And the only things I could say out was: "can you lower the volume a bit?" Haiz..
Initiative - Even when I wanted to do something, I also wont say out, until ppl talk about it. Someone actually knows that I always wont say out de. Dunno lah.. But ytd during dinner, was a bit unhappy. Maybe I was too tired or something.. When me and emily wanted to go have dinner, no one actually cared except for a few. It pissed me off, and I told emily: "dun wait for them le, we go eat first". Only then did they stop doing their stuff. Really felt like shouting at them ytd..
Energy - I need more sleep so that I can have more energy for other things. :)
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Ytd was the first day which I wore contact lens. Only wore it for like 2 hours and it was starting to dry already. @_@ Only Leon and Blink Blink saw it. Haha. The others, wait for other days ba..
I still prefer my specs compared to contact lens. Haha. Already used to my specs liao. And my eyes looks very weird when I put the contact lens on. @_@
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I dun like it when ppl force things into me.
You can try. See what attitude I'll give you..

Happiness

2010-06-09T22:05:00.002+08:00

Happiness can be very simple.. :)

喜欢并不代表占有。
それでいい。

is LOVE!! :3

2010-06-08T22:46:00.004+08:00

Headphone is LOVE!! :3
But the thing is.. my ears cannot tahan when I put stuff and press on it for too long. D:
Another sad thing.. My headphones de sponge a bit torn!! :'( my baobei lah.. my birthday present.. :( Hopefully can find the sponge and replace with a new one. But not now though. It feels great when you can hear nothing but music. :D

Hoodie is LOVE!! :3
I have quite alot of hoodies at home. Dark green, Orange, White. And I still want more!! XD That time wanted to buy FOX de hoodie, den everyone ask me not to buy. Now I'm regretting.. :( What may seems unimportant to others, is important to me.. Some just cannot understand that..

Dress is LOVE!! :3
Even though I may appear boyish, but I love dress!! Hahaha!! So weird right? I dun have a fixed image actually. I'm like water, can appear in all forms. Solid, liquid, gas. HOHOHO!! If you are asking me if I have dress at home? Yes, I have.. Haha. But I'll only wear them on special occasions. :D

Fruit Cake is LOVE!! :3
Is a must-have for my birthday!! ^^ I wanna break my record for last year!! XD When I see fruit cakes, my eyes will just go big big and I will look at the cake in great interest, and feeling very happy. Hahaha. Happiness can be that simple. :) Just a slice of fruit cake.

Fruit Tart is LOVE!! :3
I dun normally buy Fruit Tarts cuz it's quite ex, I think. I used to like the one which is sold at my house nearby de cake shop, but now they modified it le, so it didnt taste as good as it initially was. But Delifrance's still good. :D

White is LOVE!! :3
I have white specs, white hp, white headphone, white jacket, white hoodie, white tees, white shoes, white earpiece, white bag, white belt, white necklace, white hairclips, white dress, white tops. :D Whenever I see things, white is the colour that attracts me the most. Next is whichever I think is cool or cute/sweet. XD

Music is LOVE!! :3
No music, no dream!! from Detroit Metal City. Music is my number one love. Almost wanted to take DMAT because of that. Haha. I actually dun need a mp3 player, cuz my head works like one. :)

Dance is LOVE!! :3
Whenever ppl dance, my focus will be at them. Hahaha. I like Hip Hop and Locking the most. XD Upcoming Korean Non-Verbal Dance Musical. And I'm watching with Huimin, Pam, Sam. XD My 3rd dance performance which I'll be watching with my friends. :D

Endless of loves. Hahaha.. Shall stop here. Ear is hurting cuz I put on my headphone for too long, but I still want to listen to music with headphones on leh.. Music should get their deserved attention. :)
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The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched; they must be felt with the heart..

Wealth

2010-06-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

I've quit fan-girling for good. You know the amount of money I spent was good enough to own me a DSLR? Fan-girling is such an expensive hobby. But owning the albums was Woohoo!! Okay lah, I dun have that type of money to continue with album-collection. So ya.. Stop stop stop..

I cut my fringe liao!! :D Cuz it's blocking my view again!! Even taking photo is a problem. =.= It's back to toot toot time. Haha.. Cuz I dun wan my fringe to be super short.
Just now the optometrist said I must open my eyes bigger. =.= My degree increased by 25. Excited and worried about something at the same time. @_@ Will I be able to adapt to that?

Anyway, it's time to sleep!!
Will be having a super busy week starting from the 12th. @_@ Daiko everyday!! Woohoo!! Hope we wont collapse on the concert day itself. :X
My left eye twitched today again..
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If you want to feel rich, just count all of the things you have that money can't buy. :)
I'm rich.. :D

Very Daiko-ish

2010-06-05T23:12:00.004+08:00

Realise that my post increased quite alot recently.. :X Haha.. Maybe due to boredom? Dunno..

Ytd's performers were: Blink Blink, Blink Sao, Bobby, Fang, HL, Wendy, Xiao Blink, Ah Piak.
Songs performed: Yoshino, Chun Feng, Victory.
Love ytd's performance alot!!! ^^ Because managed to finished it without making mistakes. :D And my shouting went very deep, cuz I no voice. @_@ Piak Piak and Ah Piak's shouting, both are deep de. HOHOHO!! I very funny, before going to the stage, I said to myself: "wo shi A". LOL!! Earlier that day, when I reached Dover, I told myself: "today is a new start". Stayed quite late in school ytd night. Till around 10plus I think.. No dinner, only ate a bit at the buffet of the event. And gaud, we have alot of aunties and uncles in our club!! @_@ HAHAHA.. Maybe because I'm a bit too self-conscious, so when I do things, I will take care.. I'm the paparazzi and I'm scared that I will kena scandal.. =.=
Our recent few trainings will always end with things other than Daiko. :X But I always love it when daikoreans dance. XD Ytd, we ended it with dance and also the bend back to touch the ground thingy. I realised from the photo that I bend alot!! I just never use my hand to touch the ground nia..
Ytd both Blink Blink and Blink Sao thought I wore that pants to perform, and both Blink Blink and Bobby thought that my pants are actually my bro's. =.= Ya, I bought extra large size, so that it's baggy. =.= But it's comfortable to wear baggy pants once in a while u know. :) But I think I a bit boyish ytd. Haha.. But who cares. Bleah.. And I still got another one!! HAHAHA!! XD
I got 2 more blue-blacks. One is because I bang into the construction metal bar connector while shifting the drums. Another one, I duno how I got it.
Beware, cuz whenever I put on headphones, I can only hear music.. You need more effort to get my attention. Hahaha.. Feels good to be listening to nothing else but music!! :3

I felt that our Daiko was really like a family when we started feeding each other with food. Haha. Really.. Ytd while Blink Sao was eating the chendol, I would "AHH", and she would feed me. XD But ytd Bobby's feeding of Wendy caused them to become another scandal. Hahahaha!! I know Blink Sao is going to say me le, cuz I also got feed ppl. But I feeding my bro leh. Different thing. Hahaha.
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Went to help out with alumni's performance today, along with Xiao Blink!! :3
Always loved to see them drum.
Like they are in a world of their own.
Sorta can see the spirit of daiko drumming from them - the attitude. :)
Though a bit of mistakes made, but I felt that overall, it was a good performance put up. :)
The jasmine green milk tea was nice!! :3 especially the pearls..

Went off early with Xiao Blink.
I went for StarFest. But in the end, I didnt take alot of photos. Too tired when I got there. And lazed around with Zakie at mac instead. Both of us felt sleepy. :X Saw a few ppl whom I knew. ^^
Thanks for helping me carry my camera bag, sotong bro!! :D
Went off at 5plus. I missed lunch today. D: Not on purpose, but I didnt feel hungry while being nusy. :X

Thinking of wad to put up for our fillers now.
Wind Wind, blow and give me some ideas!! Im brain-dead right now..
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Ppl have been feeling apologetic to me nowadays.. Dunno why..
The wonders of "sorry"..
I think whenever ppl say "sorry" to me, they will automatically be forgiven..
I have such "tofu" heart. Haha..
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Alot of things on my mind right now..
I'm falling deeper and deeper into Daiko..

Jiayou

2010-06-04T09:10:00.003+08:00

Finally today, I've typed in the correct password!! Hahaha!! Keep typing in the wrong one siol..

Someone is curious about something but dun dare to ask. Haha.. U know who you are. :P
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No fixed style I stick to..
I just wear what I like.. HOHOHO!
And today is baggy style.. :3
Cuz my Daiko tee is so very big for me!!
There's performance today!!
My 5th live? Haha.. I think so. Jiayou!! :)
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Ytd meimei smsed me: "Dajie, jia you for everything! Haha. Guess something tough is going on at your side? We're all behind you! :)" ^^

好妹妹

2010-06-03T15:58:00.002+08:00

Having lesson right now. But I doubt anyone is listening to the lesson. :X
I even went youtube to look at dance videos.. :X
Looking at BoA - Energetic MV now!! :3
I even had time to gather ppl to go clubhouse also. Haha..
Recently became a mini control centre.. Hahahaha!! Have been sms-ing ppl to gather them for stuff. And also informing them of stuff.
Ya, I have unlimited sms, so I can spam. Haha. :X

Realise something ytd..
The things that attracts me the most (in decreasing order):
1. TVXQ / DBSK / Tohoshinki / Dong Fang Shen Qi (very sensitive to these 4 words. hahaha)
2. Japanese-related stuff
3. Computer
4. Dance Videos
5. Dance Performance
6. Piano Performance
7. Musical Performance
8. Photography
9. Music
You all should see my reaction to these words: 东方神起，日本，韩国，舞蹈.
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Absorbed by the way BoA dances. She's one cool gal!! :3
I think under the following circumstances, people are attractive:
- When they are absorbing in doing something
- When they are doing something and is in a world of their own
- When they can smile naturally (happiness from the heart)
- When they dance confidently
- When they sing confidently
- Basically, when they are confident
- When they play the piano
- When they are playing sports
And while looking at these people, I'll be absorbed by the state they are in. Hahaha.
That also explains why I took the shots I took. :D

Too bored in class liao that I started liking the groups on fb. HOHOHO!!
Piak Piak go back Malaysia liao.. So sad.. D:
Was surprised that Piak Piak went to sms Blink Blink and HL cuz I told her that 'my shoulder hurts cuz ytd both of them hit my shoulder with bachi sticks. T.T' 我的好妹妹! ^^
But seriously I think got blue-black. Cuz hit dao the bone ar.. T.T Was wondering why my shoulder hurts in the morning, den I rmb-ed about ytd. :(
HL and Blink Blink ar, next time want to hit ppl with bachi, must take note of the force.. :(
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Had an impulse to do something ytd. :X

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?

2010-06-02T23:38:00.003+08:00

Listening to 「どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?」 by 東方神起 now.
Dunno why.. But I almost cried while listening to this song.. D:
Why why why why why????!!!!
For the first time, I listen to this song will cry sia..
Anyway, for those who dont know, the song title means: Why did I end up falling in love with you?

No matter what.. I think TVXQ will continue to stay as number 1 in my heart as an idol ba.. :)
The reason, I've said so many times liao.. Haha..
They sorta brought me out of my depression state a few years back.
They became my pillar of mental support.
Listening to their songs, never fails to make me happy.
Looking at their dances, always gives me the energy to move on.
I dun rmb going so crazy over an idol, other than TVXQ.
Alot of decisions I made, are related to them also. :X
Why I had that metal bangle (the one which emily was curious about)? Why I have red coloured stuff? Why I had my previous hairstyle? Why I took up Korean? Why I took up Japanese? Why I had that watch? Why I wanted a touch-screen phone? There's still alot which I cant rmb le.. Haha.. Sounds stupid.. But when you really go crazy over something, maybe you wont be thinking so ba.. :)
Some things in life, no matter what happens, it wont change.. :)
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Monday's Discussion over Xuan Jun's pm: Bread or Love? What will you choose?
My reply to Feng was: The first time when I saw it, I chose bread. Because that time when I saw it, I was hungry. :X
But really if you want to talk about it.. I would still choose love ba.. Love is more precious compared to bread. But then again.. Without bread, you are not even fit to talk about love ba.. Sorta had a new criteria for future partner.. Curious jiu ask me lor. Hahaha. :P Just like how Blink Blink and Jing Ting asked me about my 'after concert, it shall not be an excuse anymore'. Curious jiu ask, I never said I wont say.. Hahaha..
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Seriously dun like it when i see one person whispering to another person, and i know that they are talking about me..
Wanted to say jiu say it openly..
Dun want to say it out, I also wont force you..
Not interested in the content anything.. I just dun like the feeling it gives me..
Like some sort of discrimination.. :(
Even if I smiled/laughed/joked, doesnt mean that I'm really okay..
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I saw a child-like side of someone today.
And 3 daikoreans tot I could go home early with them. :X
Did I see something? Hmmm.. Maybe..

I'm not childish, I'm just trying to adapt to your age..
I'm not slow, I'm just trying to savour life at its best..
I'm not crazy, I'm just trying to show another side of me..
I'm not weak, I'm just trying to be nice..
I'm no saint, rmb that..

SLEEP

2010-06-02T11:25:00.002+08:00

Daikoreans are busy with their MST preparation, so after sending that Monday sms, dun dare to disturb them le.. Jiayou for your MSTs people!! :D Wont be disturbing you all, much as I want to.. :X
Ytd, had presentation for DEAE. Felt nervous cuz I was the second to perform and I was not ready. :( Sharlin gave me quite a few useful suggestion on what I should shoot. :) Shall work on it ba.. :D
Wanted to spam people cuz I was stressed over the presentation which was starting, but duno who to spam ytd. In the end, couldnt take it le. I sms-ed Piak Piak, but later rmb-ed that she's in Malaysia.. =.= So she cant reply me also.. D:
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I always like doing things which I'm interested in.
Just like what people say: If you love your work, you'll never have to work a single day!! :D
But sometimes I may overdo it.
Like how I spam drawings in the past. Like how I spam doing Math questions. Like how I spam photos of people.
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I had enough sleep today!! :D
Just that I fell asleep on the sofabed again, for 2 consecutive days. =.=
I wanna sleep more!! Cuz it feels great to wake up, feeling perky. :D

Revived!!

2010-06-01T21:59:00.003+08:00

Trying to update my deviantart account, which is growing dust. Haha.. New works will be posted there.. Photos mainly. :)
Here's the link, if you all havent known: http://rorgile90870.deviantart.com/
It's already a 2 year account liao.. Nowadays only use it to view other ppl's artworks. So never really post anything. :X

Very sad.. Just now while editing some photos, den realised, some photos cannot use. No matter how nice the pose was, still cannot use.. :( Sadded.. And some colour adjustment also cant get it right.. :( I'm a bit not sensitive to colours liao.. GG..
I want more shots!! More impactful shots!!

Shall retreat to sleep now.. Very sleepy le.. The gems stuff, tml den do ba.. :)
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Unless you can give me the feel I want, you wont be my subject for shooting..
As simple as that..

Forgotten Memories

2010-05-31T23:41:00.003+08:00

What a sad thing.. While browsing at old daiko photos, I dun have any recollection of anything. D;
Maybe my focus at that time wasnt it yet..
Maybe.. Even the people, how they looked at that time was a blur to me.. Very vague.. :( Almost not existing.. Sadded..

My blur memories of everyone:
Bobby: classmate!! the guy who joined our batch the last.
Emily: stick with Feng Ling de.
Erika: classmate!! busy gal but still made it for training. :)
Fang: cant rmb. T.T but Fang is always very happy to see me. :)
Feng Ling: classmate!! someone whom i always stick to during training.
Hwee Liang: the most friendly guy in daiko.
Jian Hui: the guy who's face is always red. i rmb them saying, cuz he was wearing red tee.
Jun Ze: cant rmb. @_@
Pei Jin: same korean class!! :D
Skyne: the guy who will smile and den look at my expression and looks away disappointedly. :X
Wei Jie: takes up japanese also!!
Wendy: always sticks around with the twins.
Xue Qi: classmate!!
Yi Hui: cannot identify who is who. :X
Yi Xian: cannot identify who is who. :X
Ying Lin: cant rmb. T.T
Zakie: the only malay guy in daiko.

Current memories:
Bobby: Com spoil can always find de person.
Emily: Blink Sao!! XD Blink Family!!
Fang: Nan Ren!! XD both of us have a dear little bro whom we love. :)
Feng Ling: Feng~~
Hwee Liang: Endless energy guy!! The paparazzi with the HK accent + malaysian accent. Probably one of the very few that wont shun from my camera ba.. :)
Jian Hui: Endless energy guy!! Blink Blink aka Tissue Bro!! Blink Family!! Tissue Family!!
Jun Ze: Xiao Pick, aircon. Very cold.. @_@
Pei Jin: Piak Piak!! XD my only Piak family member for now.
Wei Jie: Jap Pro!
Wendy: The gal who loves hey! say! JUMP
Xue Qi: Xiao Blink!! XD Loves 5566. Blink Family!!
Yi Hui: Meimei~~
Yi Xian: Jiejie~~
Ying Lin: The gal who loves to take photos of ppl's butt. @_@ My other side of the family. Under Blink family, but name still unknown. @_@
Zakie: Sotong Bro!! :D Sotong Family!!

I told Piak Piak that when I had the thought of calling ppl 'oppa', it gives me goosebumps. @_@ Really.. Cuz in korean, they call the guy they like as oppa also. Call male idol also call oppa. Why did I think of that lah. Eeyer... *rubs away the goosebumps* @_@
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The 4th time me and Piak Piak was being asked this question: "are you two sisters?"
Do we really look that identical?
But actually, I dun mind. :)
But anyway, I'm being called Piak Piak again!! By Dear Blink Sao. D:

PRANKED

2010-05-31T00:56:00.003+08:00

Changed my player's song a bit. Haha. I love the first song.. :)
Still no time to find new blogskin.. So please be patient. :)

ARGH!! THAT CHIONG BLINK BLINK PLAYED A PRANK ON ME!!
AND IT'S NOT FUNNY AT ALL!!!
SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME LAH!!
haiz.. karma again..
actually felt a bit pissed off after that..
piak piak!!! T.T

3 ppl behaving abnormally. HOHOHO!!
You all should know yourselves. :)))))))
I think I spread my disturb-ppl spirit to the Daikoreans liao.
And also bored-equals-sms-spamming spirit.

Photo-viewing made me realised that I've grown muscular.
And whenever I play songs, I look like im going to die liddat.
Not going to post any until the end of MST.
I have my reasons for doing so.
Sweated alot for the past few weeks of training.
Quite like it that way. :D

Expecting a very busy week.
Performance on Friday!!
And helping out with Alumni's performance on Saturday!!
19 more days to concert.. ARHHHHH!!!!

Pam recalls of a memory on the way home.
We would always wave to each other until the train leaves the station.
Nowadays, I dun do that anymore..
Because whenever I look back, the ppl left on the train are back to their own conversation already..
Feels kinda different.
It was a really great memory and I wish to do that again. :) With SClub. :)
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Whenever there's something good happens, alongside there's also something bad that happens..
Which makes us feel both happy and sad at the same time..

..::XiaO LiN::..

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